Sunday, October 26, 2008

stupid girl, why are you such an idiot?

why aren't you talking to me?

why don't you let your heart decide?

did i do something wrong, sufi?

why do you think so much?

talk to me, please. i won't know what's wrong unless you tell me.

why can't you let go and start anew?

i'll be good to you.

why can't we just be friends?

look me in the eye and tell you me you don't like me at all.

why are things so difficult?

don't you realise how much i love you?

but i can't love you.

you can't? or you won't?





...i don't know.

22:56

Sunday, October 19, 2008

to celebrate the upcoming korea festival in singapore and me going to the k-pop concert, a new template! ok so, all the pple in my photo aren't gonna be at the concert, and nishikido ryo isn't korean...buuuut oh well. haha.

so k-pop concert! to go for it, i bought the lg secret phone. it's pretty fun...it has wii-like games. BUT the omnia is still my love.

let's see. just some pictures to summarise these past few weeks. kbox, night safari were the highlights! of course there were midterm tests which i have screwed up most probably. oh well.




night safari was cool shit. there was some halloween thing going on there and gosh, it really was fun. haha.

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and now it's time to make a decision. we've reached a standstill and my indecisiveness is killing me. how do i deal with you? how do i process everything? part of me just wants to just leave it all behind, but another part reminds me that i can't just pretend everything can go back to the way it was. decisions, decisions. i could do without the drama.











# no handlebars.


02:23

Saturday, October 04, 2008

what a beautiful performance. the blind girl is amazing.




the video below is a new song of dbsk's 4th korean album! (which i have ordered!! hahaha) ignoring the dancers in the background, this really is a nice song. haha. jaejoong looks hot. but he sounds like he's sick. poor bb.



Closing my eyes, listening to the sounds around me
Your soul, your tiniest thoughts
I couldn’t hear them because of the static in my heart
Sorry, sorry

The times when you shed tears is now history
Don’t worry because...

You’re my melody
I’ll perform for you (on and on)
You are my song
The soundtrack in my life
I love you
You lighted up the stage of my life(I’ll sing it again)
You’re my song

I’m not willing to say ‘I’m sorry’
I’ve got lots of pride yet my heart’s empty
When my soul runs dry
When everything falls apart
Will you come to me

The sad times will end like a song because...

It’s your love your love
You told me the meaning of love (and on & on & on)
You’re my rhythm
A gift in my life
Giving me beautiful dreams
Always by my side
I’ll sing it again
You’re my song

The many sad love songs
Seem to be singing of us

Protecting me by my side during this time
You are more important than anything
Listening to the sounds around me when I close my eyes
I’m calling out to your heart now

You’re my melody
I’ll perform for you (on and on)
You are my song
The soundtrack in my life
I love you
You lighted up the stage of my life(I’ll sing it again)
You’re my song

It’s your love your love
You told me the meaning of love (and on & on & on)
You’re my rhythm
A gift in my life
Giving me beautiful dreams
Always by my side
I’ll sing it again
You’re my song











# standing on the edge of a broken dream.

22:26

the girl.

Sufi
Family is my heart
Friends are my oxygen
Having fun is my passion
Music is my soul



the words.


the friends.

A301
Adibah
Ameera
Anna
Anusha
Audrey
Cherie
Elfah
Ethel
Fariza
Has
Jaslin
Joel
Lionel
Liza
Raudah
Shiyun
Shujun
Theodora
Yulin


the past.

04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
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