Move Along.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

After the afterglow sets
I'm going towards you
Following the lights which turn on one by one
I'll embrace you
Before the cold wind makes your shoulders flinch
I love you
The foolish you
You're so precious to me

As much as the sun that rises above you

I'll keep you safe as much as you've waited for me

With this glaring heart

All the dreams I've prayed for

They're going towards you with my sincere scent
More than the air I breathe

I hope that my wishes of smiling next to you every new morning

Will be able to come true

I'll wait for you

I'll never let go of your hands

Even if it's only tears

I'll wipe them away for you

Although we are not able to see the end

No matter how bumpy our road is

I'll promise you

Please be mine

As much as the sun that rises above you

I'll keep you safe as much as you've waited for me

With this glaring heart

All the dreams I've prayed for

They're going towards you with my sincere scent

More than the air I breathe

'I love you' 'You're the only one'

I want to yell those words out into the sky

Love you, my heart which feels like bursting is calling out to you

No matter how many times they find us

No matter if we can't breathe

Like those invisible flower-like smiles

Which shine just like the stars

I'll keep you safe beautifully

As much as the sun that rises above you

I'll keep you safe as much as you've waited for me

With this glaring heart

I love you

You're the most beautiful in this world

This dream-like heart

More than the air I breathe

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i wish i could say how much you mean to me. but it's too late, and i can't turn back time. i wish i had been a better person then. i wish i had been a better friend, i wish i had told you i could be your pillar of strength. if i had given you my shoulder at least once in the past, would things have been different? if i had told you how much i loved you, would you still be beside me today?

did i treasure you? did i take you for granted? was it because i was too stubborn that we fought? am i to blame? sometimes, i wonder why it's taking us so long to just let go. i keep telling myself that it's time to move on, but somehow...that just doesn't happen.

i wish for many things....

but i hope for only one.

# Love you, my heart which feels like bursting is calling out to you.

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Monday, September 22, 2008

i can't stand how pretentious you are, throwing yourself at people so you can attain popularity.

i can't stand how you think you're meant to be the centre of attention and actually expect it.

i can't stand how fake you are, with your nauseating smiles and empty words.

i hate how you think you're so fucking cute, with your irritating voice and disgusting actions.

i hate how you take people for granted and think you're so goddamn special that you should be everyone's best friend.

why the hell do you pull me into things that i obviously don't want to do?

and why the fuck would you take credit for something i did?

what am i supposed to say when you unload all your problems on me, and i think you're just being stupid and irrational. when you're just being a childish idiot, thinking you're in the right, when really, your issues are just plain dumb.

so what are my options. when i have a friend like you. someone i don't consider a friend. but you think i'm a great friend. or that we are friends cos there's nobody in the world who could hate you.

but why should i have to be friends with the girlfriend. when i'm trying to end it with the boyfriend. why should i have to hear about him every fucking time you call? i know everything there is to know already. so yes, he's bloody cute when he does this, or yes, that thing he does is irritating. i know it all. so shut the fuck up and leave me alone, bitch.

# hey hey you you i don't like your girlfriend. no way no way i think you need a new one.

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Sunday, September 21, 2008

Nobody likes me

Everybody hates me

I'm gonna eat some worms

Long thin slimy ones

Short fat juicy ones

See how they wriggle and squirm

First you bite the head

Then you suck the blood

Then you throw the skin away

Down goes the first one

Down goes the second one

Look how they wriggle and squirm

Up comes the first one

Up comes the second one

See how they wriggle and squirm

Nobody likes me

Everybody hates me

Why did I eat those worms?

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stupid knncb customer. please die. and i hope you're buried in your own shit. cos you're so full of it anyway.

and i want e samsung omnia! so chio please. why so ex. i hope e price drops by e time my plan ends. which is not soon SIGHHHH.

# nobody likes me, everybody hates me.

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Saturday, September 13, 2008

to sum up the past month. there were some birthdays, some projects, some skipping of lectures/tutorials, some laughter, some tears, some korean dramas and a LOT of music.

i must first talk about avril's BEST DAMN TOUR! gosh the opening band was AWFUL. i felt like strangling the lead singer and throwing my chair at her. bad enough that our seats kinda sucked.

BOOOOO. GET OFF THE STAGE LOUSY OPENING BAND. but what's this! AVRIL LAVIGNE FINALLY COMES ON!

AVRIL WAS AWESOME. she is the cutest person ever! i was like omg. so cute so cute so cute. totally made up for the shitty opening band haha. i managed to move somewhere near the front. but couldn't get that many good photos. should have borrowed someone's super zoom camera! haha.

so anyways just came back from kee onn's 21st! his cake was awesome! the giant 21 was bleeding though haha. but yummeh.

there was also claudine's 21st. it was at grand copthorne. gosh the food was yummy. the desserts were good. haha. it was awesome meeting up with the original camwhore og yo. and of course, we camwhored a lot as usual. haha. ah i miss you tailwind.

ok moving on. music always makes for a haps month. there was JAM AND HOP!

there weren't that many pple when we reached. not much publicity for it sadly. anyways the highlights of the night was electrico and the great spy experiment and the DJ at the end who played R&B music haha. the rest of the bands were ok. there was one where the lead singer looked like he was gg to have a heart attack while singing haha. and of course, there was a looooot of camwhoring!!

then there was a birthday celebration for august babies, hui jun and cheryl! we had it at fish and co glass house, the obvious choice. haha. they didn't sing their hoo-ha birthday song tho! so sad.

and of course right after that was ARTS BASH. delondry didn't win. but it was awesome fun nevertheless. though some people *cough*tricia*cough got drunk and comatose-d. and some people (ETHEL) got high AGAIN. haha.

THEEEEN. there was timbre festival! it was really good. the live bands were awesome. and i even found myself liking the blues band that played. the lead singer's voice was just woo.

then what's a musical month without some kbox yo. SING SING SING SING. more kbox please. i'm addicted to belting my lungs out to aerosmith and rocking out to good charlotte. yeah baby.

to end everything off. this is what i do in lecture. my self portrait.

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