It's all smiles and laughs

And words, and we joke around

Till suddenly, you stand

And it becomes an insult.

I just don't understand

Your thoughts, your actions

Do I look like I can read them?

Who am I, your conscience?

Do you even understand yourself?

Your thoughts, your actions

Who's looking at you in the mirror

Do you see yourself, do you see your reflection?

It's all smiles and laughs

Till somebody stands

Till somebody cries

And somehow, it all ends

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my thoughts are all jumbled up right now. sometimes it takes years before you get to see a certain side of someone. and the side of you, i'm seeing...i hate it. if you're unhappy, say so. i can't fix anything if i don't know the situation. what are we? friends? strangers? enemies? acquaintances?

and they say girls are hard to figure out. guys are just as difficult to understand as any girl i know. you know how they say girls love communication. there's a reason for that. because we don't understand you. i'm not asking for you to pour your heart out to me. i'm not asking you to sit down with me and talk about your woes and cry together. all i want is a conversation. a simple way of clarifying things.

so either talk, or bugger off. cos i'm so sick of idiots right now.