ohmigosh! yayyyy! dbsk got 1st on the oricon weekly charts in japan! which is a mega huge deal cos they're the first non-japanese artistes in asia to ever get 1st position, 3 singles in a row! like TAWOWEE!! jaejoong looks wonderful as usual. watch the video! the story is so sad la. and e male actor is cute haha.

huzzah!

# why did i end up falling for you?

so much has happened since my last post! many amazing wonderful very happening events! haha.

TOWKAY BBQ! as co-PD of this project, i am very proud to say it was really successful (despite there not being enough food, which is a first man) and everyone seemed to be having lots of fun. to my co-PD, juling, YAYYYYY. hahaha.

i watched hancock. it didn't really live up to my expectations...but it was ok. will smith was awesome as usual. haha. and after that a very exciting activity! KBOX! i've never been to kbox and i have to say my virgin experience was really fun. i think i'm gonna get hooked on it. haha. thank you ethel for introducing us to the wonderful world of off-key singing and westlife karaoke and stupid-loser-in-opposite-room-who-keeps-looking-into-our-room-and-even-stood-at-our-door-to-look-in!

AND OMG! tracy! they have rising sun! hahaha. the ORIGINAL mv! with your beloved changmin looking all cool in the middle of the dance floor. and my darling jaejoong looking all hot everywhere. we MUST go there one day to sing "i cry under my skin...blah blah blah blah" hahaha. they don't have choosey lover though. if not i'd play it over and over again to hear jaejoong go "sexy lady, uhhh". hahahaha.

and just two days later, even more fun with the taupoksters! first we went to kbox, where there was much camwhoring (led by josh, the closet F4 fanboy!) and a stupid china man working there who wanted to pick a fight with us but lost nyahaha. (it seems like everytime i go kbox there's some weird fella there ah haha)

then we went to my much loved mambo at zouk! gosh, it has been AGES since i went there. and gosh...

mambo. is. love.

i didn't realise how much i missed doing crazy mambo moves. tho favourite songs like bizarre love triangle and summer rain weren't played (i swear there's a THE in that line), it was still plenty of fun. and oh! the super adorable (and possibly gay, or maybe it's the other guy cos there was much skinship between the two, usually initiated by the other guy) guy on the mambo stage really had me cracking up most of the night with his super enthu-ness and his cuuute brace-y smile. hahaha. i lost count of the number of times i said "so cuuuteeee!" and "i wanna keep him in my pocket and bring him home!" yeah. haha. i think i need a pet.

much craziness throughout and the party didn't end at zouk, no no. me, juling and juni went to my place for some camwhoring and bitching. haha. and thus, the SuJuS were born! (Su as in sufi, JuS as in e 2 ju-people, JUling and JUni!) i dunno why but i'm a little mad right now. i just feel like rambling on and on and on about nothing at all. haha.

TAUPOK OEI! .....pok pok pok pok pok, pok pok! hahaha. sushi sushi sushi outing neeeexxxt. oh my chawanmushi. and salmon sushi. and softshell crab. and fried tofu. and more chawanmushi. wheee.

# i cry under my skin.

Yes for you that place is here
Don't worry don't hesitate anymore
I will protect you

there are just some songs which really strike a chord deep within me. and some lyrics which just seem to resonate more than others. this song is amazing. one of the saddest songs with wonderful lyrics. kudos goes not only to my beloved DBSK boys who really brought the meaning of the song across with their powerful voices, but also to the songwriters whose creativity will never cease to amaze me.

i wish i could write like that. create a song that really emotes. if i write a song, i want listeners to think, yes, this is it. i love japanese/korean music and their beautiful lyrics. it sounds even nicer when you can't understand it, and later when you find the translation, it's just mind-blowing. hahahaha.

music. is. love. it's songs like these which make me wonder how my life would be like without music. and how much i deeply value music. and how much respect i have for songwriters, actually all artistes. i only hope to come into contact with such brilliance one day.

# like ice, the heart that is hugged slowly melts.