it's been a while. i've been busy with meeting deadlines most of the time. and trying to study. but i have to say i have no perseverance at all. i'm a procrastinator and i know it, but i'm not doing anything about it. sometimes, i feel like a complete idiot, and i wonder what the fuck am i doing in uni. and how the hell did i get in? and why am i still here if all i'm going to do is skip lectures and tutorials and waste money? i know it's stupid and i should change, but i just don't. i'm a slacker, i know that. but sometimes i think it's seriously fucked up. i'm fucked up.
i'm tired. and there's a lot on my mind. and i'm being all emotional and shit. i have no idea why. when in fact i had a really great day. arts open, band concert, dinner, a match where man u scored 4 goals for the 4th match in a row. and remains undefeated for the 8th match in a row. booyah. but when i reached home after, i just sat down for a moment, and and these thoughts just bombarded my mind all of a sudden. i feel like throwing something. or screaming.
i'm just feeling really really frustrated.
just....
fuck.
01:07
the girl.
Sufi
Family is my heart
Friends are my oxygen
Having fun is my passion
Music is my soul
