have you ever had that feeling like you've been sleeping for 100 years and when you wake up you find everything around you has changed? or you're going in slow motion, and everyone and everything is just going by too fast? you're just stagnant, and nobody sees you, cos they're just walking by you, not turning their heads. everyone's just a blur. and you're totally alone. i just had that thought...whether there's ever been a moment in my life where i felt totally helpless. i don't know. i'm not being emo or anything. haha. really.
i've been sick for the past two days. i guess e rainy weather isn't helping my clogged up nose. but it's wonderful to juz bury my head in my pillow when it's all stormy outside.
that is if i din have to wake up for school. haha.
speaking of which, school has been slightly more than totally boring. lectures, that is. meeting friends for lunch and hanging out is totally cool. cos some of them i haven't seen since last sem! which is unbelievably sad. i guess i can't totally hate school. it provides the setting for meeting friends during breaks and whatnot. and i totally missed the library, the comfy chairs where i can study (sleep).
i need to get a part time job. library is only on weekends. and i get not that much each month. being a waitress din work out cos i juz can't work with some of the people there. so i shall look once again. maybe tuition. easy money man. haha. but i want somebody who lives in my block. is that possible? haha. on my floor? i want.
sigh and i've been slacking too much. and it's only e 2nd week of school. bad sufi, bad. i will no longer skip lectures. or tutorials. and i will do my readings. and study when i have the time. really. promise. really.
really.
# dean's list, here i come.
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the girl.
Sufi
Family is my heart
Friends are my oxygen
Having fun is my passion
Music is my soul
