Thursday, May 24, 2007

poor blake. he didn't win but i still love him anyway. i think he looks drunk in this photo by the way. cute. haha. oh well another boring american idol...i mean she was wow and oooh in the beginning...but she's so much like katharine mcphee. can only sing those slow ballads. like whatever. at least kelly clarkson can rock. nvm blake will totally have an album. so yayyy.
monday met up with the girls frm cedar. booo nadiah couldn't make it. and i realised we din take a photo together....but whatever. juz decided to put up photos of us separately then. haha.
me and anu. in the toilet. haha. always taking pictures in the toilet la. i was gonna put up this pic of me in all my mat glory and anu in all her glam(poser)-ness...but nvm. i might get shot. haha.
and dee and lou. haha. seoul garden's food isn't awesome or anything (but the szechuan chicken is!) but it's fun to cook la. and create new drinks...anunu, seriously man, we should totally open a smoothie stall or something. big money! haha.
oh yes! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!!!!! you've survived a day of being 20. how does it feel? old? hahahaha.
yesterday (till this morning) watched pirates of the carribean marathon...damn long la. from 7pm to 3.30am. haha. and pirates 3 is so nice! MUST SEE. one of the biggest movies of the year! totally loved it man. i love captain jack sparrow! and will turner is so damn hot la. especially at the end. shan't say more since it'll be spoiler-ish. hahaha. i love orlando bloom la.
so hot laaaaaa. yohoho a pirate's life for me!
well went for soccer finals today with irda and adibah! who i haven't seen in sooo long. haha. MJ VS RJ. i was kinda surprised it was rj instead of vj...cos well...i've never really heard that rj had a good soccer team. maybe it's a fluke. haha.
anyways guess who won. hint. sajc is fourth and they're arranged in order of rank. haha. ya man mj lost...1-0. sad we're 2nd again. oh well there's always next year right? haha. i love soccer matches la. very exciting but probably cuts off like 2 years off my life. and my voice is like slightly...dented. haha. s'posed to go to tamp after the match. but went to vivo instead of tamp cos we took the wrong bus. haha lame la. and we all bought a top from marks and spencer! i love the sale there. it's like from 100plus to 20plus. cool shit. haha.
okie dokes. shall go watch the american idol repeat since i missed it juz now. boohoo.
# yohoho, a bottle of rum, a pirate's life for me.
23:14
Saturday, May 19, 2007

SEXY MUCH? haha. yayyyy blake made it to the final two. byeee melinda. haha i don think it's a secret dat i don like her rite. even though she has a nice voice, her nice-ness scares the shit out of me. more than clowns. yep. haha. but hooray for blake! i totally LOVED his performance on wednesday. i was like.......wow i freaking HATE 'this love' but i thought when he sang it, it was da bomb. haha.
and gosh all his moves. so haaawwwt. cannot tahan. *swoons* OK i juz realised in the first picture, simon's stupid head is right in the middle. haha. so funny...can tell it's simon's head man. it's like one of those pirated movies...den suddenly in the middle of e movie, someone will stand up to go toilet. ok off tangent. haha. BUT even with simon's giant head there, blake still looks freaking hot.
and i hope he wins american idol! i mean jordin's voice is awesome and all. but like i said before the eyebrow-thing? haha i freaking hate it. ya like that'll stop her from winning. looks like she might. but she can't sing anything besides ballads! so boring sometimes. so blake should TOTALLY win! all the way blake.
HAHA. i juz thought of the BLAKER GIRLS...which is what the fans of blake call themselves i think. if they're girls. duh. if they're guys...i suppose...BLAKER BOYS. how gay is that. haha. but whatever as long as they support blake. does that mean i'm a blaker girl? but i'm SPECIAL. i don wanna be lumped in some category. haha. why don they call themselves blaker babes? like alliteration. (is it alliteration? where the two words start wit e same letter? damn i've forgotten all my literature shit. haha)
man if he ever puts out an album, i'd totally buy it. damn i wish singapore idol was this entertaining. i mean there are cute guys la (like two. ONLY. taufik and hady.) but it's jus so.....sad.
OH OH keeps your hands off my girl is on. which reminds me. i juz watched MTV Live: Good Charlotte! and sheesh joel madden is hot. with his shades and all his yummy-ness. (i can't believe i juz typed dat. haha. but i can't convey his look in another way) is it juz me, or am i juz boy-crazy today? haha. sighhhh. though it's kinda sad that all this hotness is juz on tv. lonelyyyyy, i'm so lonelyyyyyy. (as in the akon song. haha) and now mcr's i don't love you is on. i swear they ALWAYS play MCR right after GC. hmmm.
everything in my post is juz so random la. jumping from one topic to the next. what to do. i'm such a disorganised person. haha. and i WISH it'd stop raining everytime i go to the park. spoiler sia. and obviously i've been inactive for WAAAY too long. cos i tried playing basketball and now my arm is like in pain (or maybe that's frm playing too many computer games) and my old knee problem is back (or maybe that's frm hitting my knee everytime i lose) and my fingers are numb (ok wait that's definitely frm playing xbox) and my voice is hoarse (hmm guess it might be cos i keep shouting at legolas and aragorn to run faster so they don get crushed by falling boulders).
LONG STORY SHORT. i need to exercise more. haha. and e games don really hafta stop. it's not like i haf anything better to do. whatever. and yay meeting the girls frm cedar again on monday! wow twice in the SAME year! wait SAME month! it's a miracle! hahahaha. totally looking forward to sitting down at seoul garden and talkingtalkingtalking. for hours! while cooking dee her meat. lazy cow. haha.
anyways juz couldn't resist putting up another picture. cos he's juz so adorkable. haha. and i liked his white outfit. more than his usual sleeveless pullover getup. though he's cute in that too. haha ok STOP.
heehee...so cute la. damn this doesn't mean i'm cheating on jared right? cos i'm totally crushing on blake right now. dieeee.
# this love has taken it's toll on me.
02:55
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
picnics are always fun. though what we had today wasn't REALLY a picnic, what matters is the company right? haha.
oh lovely lovely pple from SR! i totally HEART WITH GLITTERS AND SPARKLES you girls and guy. hahaha. and oscar, though you only stayed for like an hour plus, your presence is always welcome......when you're not busy dissing me with your laser mouth. haha.
soooo...we played TABOO. which is one of the coolest and FUNNIEST games ever. theo ahhh...your knowledge of movies is so.....sad. example:
me: who's that actor who played that movie where he said "life is like a box of chocolates"?!
any guesses? tom hanks!
and what did she say? CHRIS ROCK.
before oscar left, we tabulated scores and the CHEATER! hid me and theo's cards...so we thought we lost cos we had less cards. but actually we didn't. haha. cheaterbug! tsktsktsk.
ok then we played TWISTER! i was spinning e thing and making them suffer. haha. but they din really get tangled up which was kinda boring. my evil side wanted to see them fall over each other. haha. shhhh don't tell them.
me and theo! juz HAD to post this picture cos the lighting was great and our ALREADY pretty faces looked even better. haha.
us again! haha we took a bunch la when fariza and ama were in the toilet. because the lighting was so good! and i totally love the timer function on cameras. hahahaha.
FAMILY PHOTO! (or class photo) so nice right! did i mention i LOVE timers on the camera?
you know la. with a camera and bunch of camwhoring crazy pple, whaddya expect but a whole load of stoooooopid pictures? example A is above. haha. to tell u e truth, this is prob one of our more decent and not-so-lunatic ones.
this one reflects our insanity muchmuch more. cos seriously...how often do u see 4 girls in the park, laughing like mad, and posing like a bunch of idiots? hahahaha.
that mass of skin and bone at the bottom is me by the way. i look like something out of SUPERNATURAL la. though i don mind if sam and dean try to catch me. teeheee. saaaam~ ok veering off track. haha.
ok this picture juz takes e cake la. insane much? can u imagine a camera on the dustbin, e timer on and a bunch of girls jumping up and down, HOPING that there's a shot where we're suspended in mid air? hahahahahah. oh man pple were looking at us weird! thank god there weren't many pple in e park. if not so malu-ating! HAHAHA.
SPIDERWEB! (or space web as the sign says...who calls it dat anyway?) see the three monkeys in the web? yep those are my friends. haha.
SWINGS!!!!!! I LOVE SWINGS! oh man i haven been on one is FOREVER. haha. and i'm so sorry fariza! but i could NOT resist putting up e picture below. of you as an invalid and me as your caregiver.haha. theo is so right...you look like you're in a wheelchair and i'm pushing you. hahahhaha.

i juz burst out laughing. AHAHAHAHAH. baaad sufi. bad! i'm sowwyyy fawizaaa...(...not really. haha.)
the spinning thing! which is fun but a BIT scary. and difficult to get off. but fun. haha.
eh look! peter parker and mary jane! hahahaha. ya they're lying down on a spiderweb. which looks comfortable. but actually isn't. cos e rope is hard and digs into your body. haha.
just another random shot...cos what else do we do best? camwhoring is da bomb, yo. it's the shiznet, fo' shizzle. hahahahah.
on the bus back to white sands. more posing. thank god the bus was empty. except for the bus driver who probably thought we were drunk or crazy or juz escaped from mental hospital. whatever la. they're trying to act tough. can you tell? haha.
OK THIS ONE. do u noe what we're doing? it's supposed to be matrix pose. but it looks more like i'm trying to lift an invisible heavy object or trying to put a forcefield around us. and fariza looks like she's doing some cheerleading move. or pretending to be a crocodile. haha.
we're so cute right. i know. haha.
this one's just too funny to not pose. the blur pose. classic. everybody takes e blur shot. or e act cute shot ALL THE TIME.haha.
this one is unique though! how many pple can do this ahhhh. my ability to do stupid faces is just so...........(retarded) cool. hahahaha.
ah goodbye girls. see you again soon. to play basketball and soccer and badminton. and go ice skating and bowling....etc etc. so fun! i love holidays!
wheeeeee!
# tom hanks and chris rock? different sia.
23:40
Monday, May 14, 2007
how do i spend the holidays? watching drama series of course.
i've watched season 3 of grey's anatomy. and it was so wow! tracy! go watch! anna! have you finished watching? haha.
i finished watching supernatural episode 21 of season 2 11 minutes ago. oh mi gosh! last episode veryvery soon. and i'm jus DYING to know what's happening. to my darling sam and dean. juling! you so have to get your computer fixed or something cos the last few episodes are just so....wow.
currently in the middle of ugly betty. and completely loving betty and hothot daniel. haha. and just wishing they'd get together. which hasn't happened and might never happen.
also have watched the first 3 episodes of one tree hill season 1. and at the moment they're airing season 4? i wish channel 5 had showed one tree hill in the past (or maybe they did) cos i would have been totally HOOKED. ok now i understand anna and juling's obsession over it. like how i was obsessed over grey's with tracy. haha.
i've downloaded 21 episodes of heroes. but i haven watched yet. though i'm really looking forward to it...cos i watched e 1st episode and it was just...AWESOME. no wonder it's so popular in the US.
prison break season 2. i remember watching the whole of season 1 over a span of 2 days. cos it was just exciting. and i wanted to find out if michael manages to break out of prison. so i'm quite sure season 2 will be just as exciting. haha.
korean dramas galore. whatever that sounds nice, i've been watching. haha. except i haven't watched the one showing on channel u now. heard it's nice from a lot of pple...but i'm trying to find it on the net now. hopefully will start watching it soon.
man i am such a pirate. shhhh. downloading stuff. if only singapore would show the shows i wanted on tv. speaking of pirates. YOHOHO AND A BOTTLE OF RUM! ARRR YE MATIES! CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW'S COMING IN 10 DAYS! ahhh can't wait!
thank god my break's 3 months. and i really don wanna get a job la. haha. no time to watch all my dramas and shit. sigh. how meaningless is this post man?
(and yes anna, i think you're right. i watch too much tv, dvds, dramas, etc.) i can't help it. damn.
# reading your note over again, there's not a word i comprehend/
01:09
Friday, May 11, 2007
i've been laying down in my bed for the past hour and sleep is not coming. people say you should do something else instead of trying to sleep if you can't sleep...so that you'll get sleepy. well people are obviously wrong. cos i'm not getting any sleepier. i think i'm becoming more awake.
i've had the most depressing thought ever all of a sudden after listening to this song about heartbreak and shit like that while surfing blogs. so many pple are talking about how happy they are to be in relationships, or planning marriages, blah blah blah. and it occurred to me that i might actually rot my life away all ALONE. gosh. i never really thought about not having a husband or a family...but it's actually a possibility with my jaded outlook on all things love.
how depressing. i feel like writing to some agony aunt. my letter will probably go something like this.
Dear whatsyourname,
It seems my wandering mind has once again led me to a crossroads. I've never written before about my problems, but it seems I am at a loss as to what to do now. I have a pretty whack idea of what love is and what relationships are all about...and because my take on the just mentioned is so dark and negative, I fear I might live my life alone. So while my friends may be married with two kids and one more on the way, i might be living in my one-room apartment, watching Spongebob Squarepants with no one to laugh with me over patrick's stupidity. What an empty and depressing life it is, having no one to say "Patrick's a total idiot" too!
You may say that I'm being too pessimistic and everyone will find their soul mate one day, but with how my relationships have always ended so badly, I'm inclined to say the chances of me finding my soul mate is about as high as Jared Padalecki turning up at my doorstep and proposing to me. Is it just me? Am I not patient enough with my respective half? Because fights were often in my last relationship, and no, fighting is not another form of love. Will I ever get married and have kids? What advice can you give me so my tortured and confused mind can rest?
Lonely, 19
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i think i'll go shoot myself now. haha. i feel so much better now that i've made light of the situation. i don think i'll end up alone...hey i'm being optimistic for once! shocking. but seriously, if i'm not married by 27, my mom and kaypoh aunts will probably go find me a husband. hopefully, someone who isn't balding or has 2 kids already. i might not want to be alone...but hey i wouldn't be that desperate. (not that there's anything wrong with balding men with 2 kids. no offence dudes....even though i think no balding men with 2 kids read my blog. ok i'm rambling now)
poor lakisha is out though it's expected. but it's still sad. cos part of me was STILL hoping melinda would be out by some miracle. or maybe jordin. cos their performances are getting oh-so-boring. their voices are awesome. but they're only good for power ballads. so uninteresting. not like BLAKE (sighhh) or lakisha (who is so comfortable in her skin that i'm full of respect for her)...hopefully blake isn't eliminated next round. GO BLAKE!
here's an emo poem for all the lonely people out there, feeling completely depressed and unwanted. remember, there's someone for everyone...it's not you, it's them.....ok obviously motivational speaker is crossed off from my job prospects list.
Drinking up the liquor of your shattered dreams,
Listening to the jukebox and the clinking of glasses,
Swaying left and right, having nothing to lean on,
Just a broken heart and this sad, depressing love song.
It's too bright the next morning and it's too loud,
Your mouth's too dry and your body won't move,
Yet, your heart keeps on breaking,
And the shattering, it's just too loud.
There's nothing rooting you to the ground,
Nobody's going to catch you when you fall anymore,
There's nothing supporting you when you're down,
Nobody's listening, to the sound of your heart breaking.
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oh the emo-ness of it all. i suppose my melancholic state can be attributed to the month of may. haha. nah. i'll just stop here. for now.
# I wonder if you're as lonely as I am.
01:12
Thursday, May 10, 2007
i was bored! even though i should be sleeping on my nice new bed, i couldn't. cos it was too early. and so i made a new template! the picture was inspired by this wallpaper i saw before. haha. and i was having so much fun, that i didn't realise it was already 5am. whoops. i really do wish jared and jensen would give me a ride. haha.
04:56
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
updating's getting pretty frequent, innit? heehee. i have so much free time. nothing to dooo. haha. yay FINALLY had the chance to actually meet up with some pals from cedar. i HEART you girls la. alamak and everyone's so pretty and sexy la nowaday. woot. haha.
so yes what did we do? talk talk, walk walk. ate at this indon restaurant...not very yummy. but swensens ice cream was goooood. though for some reason it was like really dark in swensens. maybe they're trying to save on their electricity bill. haha. like whatever.
there's a picture of me with jolin tsai. HAHA. aiya louise i can't help it. you're so cute with your lian/taiwanese fashion sense. stylo-milo yo. haha. out of the 4 girls i met, you're the one i haven seen for the longest time. and dat's just...saaad man. haha and look at her la, she's practically glowing! i want your skin........haha.
still wondering whether i should find a job or not. submitted a form for some research programme that pays...so if that doesn't pan out, than whatever la. i'll just rot at home and survive on the money from part time library work. haha. no big deal. funny how we're always complaining that's there not enough time when we're stuck in school, but when holidays roll around, we have too much time. there's just no pleasing me. haha.
ah but holidays are useful for gatherings and meeting up with old friends. so gang from cedar, SR, MJ...let's all get together and have some fun la. it's been too long man. too long. haha.
waiting for american idol to start. go lakisha and blake! tomorrow's elimination will be sooo hard! everyone's good! daaamn.
i finally drove again today. like after 3 million years. and wow i'm really out of practice! my gear changing was horrible...so not smooth. haha. must drive more. or get my own car. (YA like that'd ever happen! HAHA.) and i got a new BED! oh my god! 9 years ago, i moved into this HDB flat and this will be the 1st time i'm getting an ACTUAL bed. a real one! with posts and an actual mattress! haha. (when i moved in, i got this foldable bed. which was pathetic and caused back problems. then i slept on the floor on a mattress. which was thin and caused back problems. then i went back to another foldable bed with a thin mattress. and also caused back problems.) SOOO....this time! i got an actual bed...with a DAMN GOOD mattress specially for the back. so NO MORE back problems. wheeeee. how exciting. oh plus i got drawers. so my room is neater. though at the moment it looks like a tornado hit it, cos i'm moving everything into the drawers...but i decided to stop halfway cos my room is freaking dusty. just realised how dusty it actually is. haha.
ok i don have anything else to report. my life is boring. damn.

nadiah's aim. tsktsk. look at my cut off face. oh well. apparently the lighting in the toilet is good. this one must be an exception. HAHA. love ya!
# Read me your tombstone, tell me you're sorry. - The Cardigans
21:07
Thursday, May 03, 2007
YES. SPIDER-MAN 3 is the bomb. haha. omg so awesome la. really the best of all the spider-man films. topher grace is cute. i totally dig peter parker's new look after he became the black spider-man. i mean wit his fringe not combed back. i didn't like how he flipped his hair (like some emo kid) but he was very cute in his all black suit(not the spidey suit. i mean an actual suit. haha.) when he went to the jazz club. a bit spoiler-ish ah. aiya juz watch la. u will know what i'm talking about. haha ok shan't say more. except that i freaking hate stupid kirsten dunst. biatch.
american idol results! YESSA phil is FINALLY out. haha. kinda expected la. he pales in comparison to the rest of the contestants. and blake and chris are so cute together! haha best friends. awwww. like jared and jensen. so brudder brudderrrrr. hah. but YAY blake is still in! bye chris. i din really like him anyway. so nasally la his voice...hah anna! i told you chris would be voted off! oh man. now there's only 4 left....lakisha, blake, jordin and melinda. alamak one guy only. haha. i hope blake and lakisha go all the way. though i think pple will want jordin and melinda. i juz can't stand looking at jordin when she sings la nowadays. i like her voice. but juz can't LOOK at her. haha melinda....well you know how i feel about her la. eeeh creepy. *shivers*
you know what? the cheese meltz or whatever taco looking thing at kfc is such a waste of money. the advertisement BLUFF. not crispy AT ALL. so soggy and eeeeeh. don't buy ok. hahaha. really cheat my feelings maaan. hahahaha.
as an ending note! pple go watch spider-man 3. it really is a must watch. next big movie of the year? PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN: AT THE WORLD'S END. cannot wait man! jack sparrow. orlando bloom. *swoons*
# spider-man, spider-man, friendly neighbour spider-man.
22:08
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
EXAMS ARE OVER!! wheeeeee. i'm so totally high right now. and i found out something today.
1.shouldn't listen to muttons in the morning when waiting outside the exam hall.
i reached early as usual. like at 8 and was listening to them. cos i wanted to find out e answer to 'what the blahhh?' they said during e redding-newcastle match, someone got sent off the field, but it wasn't a player. so who was it? and usually i'm always out of e car before they can give the answer. this time i really wanted to knowww.
and oh my god it was the redding mascot. the LION MASCOT. and the referee said the mascot was confusing him cos he was cheering on the sidelines but was too near, so the referee kept thinking it was another player! oh my god how retarded! hahahaha. i LAUGHED OUT LOUD and pple looked at me. cannot tahan sia. and then they were like....eh so does this mean he can't come for the next match? cos you know, if you get a red card, you're suspended frm the next match. hahahahah. and i was like covering my mouth half coughing to mask the laughter.
the worst thing was i was sitting alone la!!!! haha. so yes lesson learnt. no listening to the muttons when outside in public alone.
2. no reading funny books in public
cos i laughed out on e train. on e bus. and in kfc. very bad. very bad. haha.
i'm watching american idol now. and OH MY GOD. lakisha's performance was the shiznit man. so awesome! the best ever. and simon actually kissed her!
whooo. hot. hahahhahaa. and i'm waiting for blake now. HE LOOKS SO CUTE. i love blake!
omg! his performance was awesome. and totally dig his new look. lemme find a picture.

yes. now i'm listening to chris' nasally performance. whatever. he got nothing on blake yo. oh thank you gettyimages. i will look at blake alwaysss.
and thank you random girl's website for providing the video. i will watch this performance over and over again like anna is. so thanks anna for sending it to me. haha. i'm nuts la. i love his performance. he's so talented. i love blake! and lakisha! i hope phil and chris gets kicked off. they're so...whatever. and i can't help it la. i feel like punching melinda everytime she speaks. stop being so niceeeeeeee. eeeeehhhh. shivers down my spine man. but her performances are always nice. just don't speak. haha. okie dokes. everyone ask me out. i'm so totally free. unless i decide to get a job. which i prob won't. haha. toodles~

so cute. wheee.
# you give love a bad name.
22:19