They saw a perfect family, with a perfect life,
A suited man with his children and his lovely wife,
They looked so happy and content with their perfect smiles,
To others they looked wonderful, it was the perfect disguise.

To everyone, he looked content,
With his house and his brand new Benz,
To everyone, she loved her life,
Jewels and pearls in her hands.

And everybody didn't know,
Just how imperfect was their life,
And only when their front door closed,
Did the children start to cry.

He downs another in a bar,
And his wife does the same at home,
The children hide and in fear of them,
As tires screech and the doorbell rings.

He shouts, she screams, and the children pray,
That God will save them from the beatings today,
Something shatters, and a glass vase breaks,
Just like their spirits, and their prayers aren't answered today...

And everybody didn't know,
Just how imperfect was their life,
And only when their front door closed,
Did the children start to cry.

Little Jimmy is just nine, but he knows what the bottle does,
His sister Sarah is thirteen, and she curses all the drugs,
Why is our house not a home?
Why do Mom and Dad hate us so much?
Why do they drink and hit us so,
They're attacking, take cover now.

And everybody didn't know,
Just how imperfect was their life,
And only when their front door closed,
Did the children start to cry.

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it's saturday. and it's 6am. and i'm awake. freaky. i'm aware i've barely blogged this month. ok actually this year. aiya what to do. so damn busy. i'm lucky if i can get enough sleep each night. ok i was supposed to upload my pics from phuket and rave about it....but i'm lazy ah. haha. what can i say? the view was fantastic, the beaches were...gosh, awesome! (i'm watchin little mermaid now. and like ariel said when she found the fork "have you seen anything so wonderful in your entire life?!") haha yes, that's how i felt about e beaches of phuket.

and the kathoey are sooo pretttyy (some of them, at least). the ones who are pretty, are really pretty. and the one who are ugly, are really ugly...they look like men. (haha which they areee) and the tourists there are really hot. so many cute guys la. and most are half naked. since they're all at the beach. heeee.

i love phuket. sigh....i wanna go there again.

oh yea yea! i cut my hair! went to this shop at the airport (NOO it's not e $10 haircut). haha but it was rite next to it. 20 bucks. and i was a little worried (actually a lot...cos i don trust hairdressers much. hairdressers and dentists. haha) he would mangle my hair. but he didn't. so yay. my fringe din turn out retarded or anything. so i'm happy.

on a more crappy note...

my deadline for my seasian project was yesterday. and i had so much trouble over it. man, i got fucking annoyed by the negative externality in my group. who did shit work. and gave said shit work like the nite before the project was s'posed to be passed up. man, damn irritating laaa. obviously never going to be in the same grp as that shithead again. gah. but at least it's all over now.

i think it's been a week since i last talked to my unreasonable father. why should i bother wasting my breath? yet another fight at home. what's new. this time it was mega huge. i'm thinking i have to look for lodging some place else. yes, i treat my own house as just a lodging facility, cos what else can i call it? i spend most of the day out and only come ard midnight? or 11, if i'm lucky. by that time, everyone's asleep or going to sleep. so basically my houz is just a place where i sleep. i don't even eat at home. if i'm lucky, i'll be here on weekends. haha.

so i'm feeling depressed. a little happy. and a lot sleepy. i'm poor too. so anyone willing to treat me? heee.









thanks for the chupa chups. you're always accommodating my cravings. haha.