Wednesday, January 10, 2007
argh. did i mention i completely hate bidding for modules in NUS? of course i did. words cannot express my complete hate for it though! i had to go through bidding 6 freaking times cos i kept getting outbid for whatever module i wanted.
and now i'm stuck with this difficult geog. module which apparently is not recommended for first years. shit. shit. shitty shit. i foresee myself failing...but what to do la...it was one of the few which had a lot of vacancies...fuck la.
work was awful today. even though there weren't many pple, i felt half dead. super tired. and i can't stand those stupid students who come to the library. especially the malay ones. there were these two stupid minahs who kept taking photos in the library (and you're not supposed to), so i told them to stop taking photos. and yet they continued. twice i told them. and twice they said no, no, we're not taking pics. yeah right. bullshit man. i saw the lying idiots taking pics.
fuck la. i don't know why i feel so crappy today. i feel like my head's been crushed by a boulder and i've been run over thrice by a truck. yahh.
i watched BLOOD DIAMOND yesterday. it was awesome. gosh, it was hard-hitting and just...wow. leonardo di caprio's african accent was cool man. and it was so depressing...i think i cried like 3 times. and all the images. wow. shocking man. if you don't know what it's about...i'll give you a little summary.
it's about the illegal diamond trade in south africa...sierra leone if i'm not wrong. and the lives, and blood spilled just so richer countries can obtain diamonds at cheap prices. it's about the child soldiers in africa, how they still exist even now...how the innocence is corrupted. a father's struggle to find his family, separated from him when the rebel army attacked his village. a son's innocence taken away, replaced by a weapon.
wow i so do not mind watching it again. amazing.
anyways i watched Tetangga. it was damn funny la. really lifted my spirits. though now it's down again. what's with the mood swings...
# anger and agony is better than misery.
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