Tuesday, August 29, 2006

tutorials have started. two days into the week and i've already had all 3 of my japanese studies tutorials. haha. and project groups are all with people i know. lectures are still boring.


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kidding kidding. haha. my sense of humour is slowly deteriorating...


let's see. went for arts bash last week. complete truth? it really was quite sian. i shall not mention what happened even before we got to the club...because thinking back, it was pretty stupid. haha. anyways by the time we got there, the arts pageant was over. so dumb. i din even know it started so early. haha. ok so dancing was ok. got quite bored after a while, so a few of us went to the bathroom to hang out. haha.


MOS is a nice place. i especially like the retro room...and the music there was nice for a while...cos they played our mass dance songs AND mambo king was there. haha. but i was quite grossed out by some druggie, drunk mat who wanted to dance. yuckyuckyuck.


went off ard 1plus or 2...and decided to hang out at macs. which was actually more fun that being at mos. haha. talked and talked until 4...went back to jaslin's room.


hmmm...my tutorial groups are quite interesting so far. only one more left this week, islam. and psych only starts next week. timing sucks tho. freaking 6-8pm laaa. sigh...wonder if i'll reach home in time for my lovely samsoon. haha. AWESOME show. WATCH WATCH. 10pm on channel U, weekdays.


i've started watching 'devil beside you'. omg the guys are so cute la. haha. i am slowly being reduced into a puddle of goo. *melts*


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sometimes, all it takes is time. but usually that's never enough. talking, sharing, crying, remembering....so much goes into forgetting. but sometimes, there are some things, some precious memories, which i cannot forget, no matter how much i try. and maybe, i don't want to forget...because no matter what, it still brings a smile to my face, and maybe, someday, the weird, fuzzy, happy feeling that washes over me and brings me to a state of euphoria, will slowly die down to just another happy memory. because, sometimes, all it takes is time.















# angel, that was what you were to me.

21:34

Sunday, August 13, 2006

ah well oweek has ended and with all the activities, and screaming and staying up to talk cock, it's no wonder i'm so damn shagged and have such a sexah voice. haha. but of course our sacrifice was for nothing because TURN ON was Best House baby!


AND. best OG was TAILWIND. great memories, great friends, great fun. wat more can i ask for of an orientation? sentosa day was awesome. although the seawater was disgusting, it was fun playing around with everyone. cheering and being all ra-ra, and running here and here from "one end of the beach to the other" (inside joke) and all the camwhoring. man, it rocked balls. of course the ending was bit anti climax la. we had freaking speed dating after all the exciting games. there were candles (which kept going out and a counsellor had to keep going round to light it again. poor tommy) and 'romantic' music. though some of it was putting me to sleep. haha. it was boring in the sense that i was asked the same questions over and over again. but some of the guys were funny. at least they weren't quiet. god, it would have been awkward if they jus sat there and stared at me. haha.


the last day was fun too. though not as fun as the first. war games were...painful. haha always kena hit by water bombs. damn pain. i have the bruises to show for it. i was hit in the head way too many times. i think i got baluku ready...sigh. hmm wat other games were there...let's see. some disgusting game which was actually dog and bone. but it was in some gross muck. i didn't play, thank god. haha. there was some straw game which was damn funny. captain's ball with gross food as the ball. one game where there was a marshmallow in the middle of a biscuit stick and each end was in someone's mouth (one guy one girl) and u had to grab it. my mouth freaking collided with the guy's la. pain. haha.


for finale, we did a bollywood dance. and i was one of the freaking teachers. dammit. why so damn on la. i hated leading some of them cos they're so fucking uncooperative. in the end, it was fun when we performed...but sort of messy. haha. some of the other performances were damn funny though.


alas, all good things must come to an end. and in a day's time i will have to go back to nus to attend lectures. sigh. back to mindless stoning, half listening to the teacher's droning voice and my favourite, skipping lectures....man, it feels like so long ago since i've done that. haha wats wrong with me? classes haven even started and i'm already thinking of skipping. haha. wat a deliquent.


and yesssss that stupid 'constipated-look-when-she-screams-into-the-mike' rahimah is out!! and stupid joaquim cried. kwakwakwa. that was funny. it still amazes me how he can sing flat for e entire song. the ENTIRE song. hahahaha. i hope paul or jasmine or joaquim gets booted next round. hady mirza's performance was nice as usual. hope he wins. or at least someone with talent.










# fight.kill.fight.kill.fight.kill.

20:15

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY fellow countrymen and women. i'm watching singapore idol now. and it's rahimah rahim up first. can't stand her when she's singing. she looks constipated la. wat the hell. the judges are crazy. i love jacintha but i can never understand what it is she's trying to say. hmm. and ken lim is a total dick. i think he makes it a point to be a shithead to the contestants. i always thought he was a b-grade version of simon. blegh.


anyways flag day yesterday was crap la. especially with wat happened to juling. haha. but monday night was fun. the night adventure or fright thing or whatever it was...was so not scary la. haha. just SUPER dark la. we had to go as a guy-girl pair. at least i didn't get some weak guy. but i think it would have been more scary if a bunch of us went. then at least someone would scream and it'd be much more scary. hehs.


house bonding was so damn funny la. especially our national day cheer. haha. but cool la. our og is damn loud. the loudest among all of them i think. but pple like me and ju are only DAMN enthu after sunset. haha.


(break: ken is an idiot. where does he get off telling pple to "totally transform". sheesh idiot la.)


tmrw's sentosa day. so damn early. dunno whether i can survive the whole day with work before that and all. blegh. and some more, it's sleepover in school..which means no sleep la. haha. i think friday i will juz crash onto bed and sleep my saturday away. oh wait i have work on weekends. DAMN. haha.


so we met up a few nights ago. the same exhilarating feeling of sneaking out to meet. it was actually nice catching up again. even though i had orientation the next day and thus functioning properly was difficult. talking to you made me almost ALMOST want to try again. but no, it's ended and it's over. over.


ok shall go watch singapore idol. nurul maideen is on. woot.











# someday i'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far behind me.

20:34

Saturday, August 05, 2006

omg yesterday was my first day of orientation camp. and as far as orientation camps go...it totally rocked! and it was only e 1st day. imagine if i went for the whole thing. haha. of course with an og like mine, what's there to hate? (besides the running around like chickens) i'm totally lucky to be in an og where i can honestly say that i like the pple in it. haha. it's called windtail and our house is turn on.


oh oh and my ohl is just a wacko guy. god, when he starts dancing or doing cheers, i just want to roll over and die from laughter. haha. he's damn funny. and everyone at camp has to agree with me on this la. actually all the ohls are crazy in some way. must come with the job description. haha.


and all the ogls/counsellors/ohls are freakishly perverted. especially my house. with a name like TURN ON...what can u expect? haha. they're all obsessed with 'assets' and there are few (hmm maybe no) cheers which don't have some reference to a body part. haha. but it's funny la.


so don regret going. i never knew orientation could be so fun. surprising eh...


oh yes! i bought my laptop. my new hp pavilion dv2000 series! and it's awesome. according to my brother, it smells like e xbox. i guess la. and i'm using it right now actually. whee. i love the buttons and all. very easy to press. i love the colour. so sleek. hehs.


so school's gonna start soon. better take this chance to have as much fun as possible la. haha. i'm gonna go fiddle around with the laptop now. so toodles!!










# tail wind. turn on.

20:31

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

hmm been some time since my last post eh. well busybusy week it has been. with matriculation and orientation talks and stuff. and i totally cannot stand the journey from home to school. it's horrible...i feel like i'm rotting away on the train. sooooo faaaarrrr. sigh. anyways i'm looking forward to whatever parties they're having soon. whee.


seems like i know quite a few pple frm nus...like pple from pri school and sec school so that's good...and i joined the girls' soccer team!!!! haha so exciting! finally there's a team to join! whee. i'm looking forward to the playing part...but not so much the training part. haha. but nvm all for soccer! booyah.


tmrw is the start of the bidding for my modules...and i can't decide on my last module. sigh. but anyways in e end, i'll prob major in psych so i can join sps or nbc or spf. haha. woohoo.


grey's anatomy on monday was awesome. i love the show. it's so sad. and i wish meredith and derek would just freaking get back together! all the tension and looks they're giving each other is killing me! haha.


i'm watching project runway now. and jay, kara saun and austin have appeared again!! i love jay and austin. man i miss them. santino's a total dick la. i can't stand him. i hope he gets kicked out this round. poor daniel...having to share a room alone with that idiot. anyways i like the rest of them especially chloe! hope she wins.


and i can't wait for my 9pm chinese show tmrw. so sad...weixiang saw guobin and yixin together. man...weixiang is so cute la. haha. like half my post is about tv shows...after school starts i don think i'll have enough time to watch tv la. sigh. and i can't wait for anger management! haha it's so funny...


hope can buy my laptop soon. it's so nice...haha crazy ah. buy laptop cos it's nice. so not practical la. but i can't help it. i really want it! haha. ok i think i'm gonna go concentrate on project runway. toodles!!













# i write sins not tragedies.

22:50

the girl.

Sufi
Family is my heart
Friends are my oxygen
Having fun is my passion
Music is my soul



the words.


the friends.

A301
Adibah
Ameera
Anna
Anusha
Audrey
Cherie
Elfah
Ethel
Fariza
Has
Jaslin
Joel
Lionel
Liza
Raudah
Shiyun
Shujun
Theodora
Yulin


the past.

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