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ah yesterday was fun. first went with tracy to get our certs from school. saw some of our teachers...mrs chua looked great. i miss her. haha.


then it was the soccer finals. MJ vs VJ. VJ won...score was 4-2. kinda sad actually. 1st half mj was damn steady. but i think last year's squad was better...more coordination and better teamwork. and i think the coach is crazy. he kept screaming at them (ok that's normal for most coaches), especially defence...kept telling them to go forward. kinda stupid actually. so defence was pretty weak at some points cos they abandoned their posts. haha. but kudos to the goalkeeper who blocked a penalty shot. that was awesome cos the stupid vj assholes were being all smug and asking the crowd to cheer as if the goal was already guaranteed. jerks.


2nd half was all wrong. their form wasn't as good as first half. and vj scored two goals in the span of 10 minutes i think...the last 10 minutes of the game. the team seemed started to get desperate after vj's 3rd goal and kicked long shots instead of using the midfielders. so intense in attacking that they left the goal open, with only the goalkeeper to guard it. and thus, e 4th vj goal.


and the ref is completely blind. it wasn't that he was unfair to our team...he wasn't siding with anyone. i'm quite sure i saw one of our players kena handball. but there wasn't even a penalty. so weird. haha. but whatever la.


even though we lost, i still think mj has an exceptional soccer team. players like speedy zul (whom i thought wasn't all that great last year, has obviously proved his worth this season), the goalkeeper (the most suay of the team cos if they lose, he'll prob beat himself up over it for letting in the goal...which he did. poor guy.) and every single player on the team (though i think there was some miscommunication between them) really did a good job, not considering just this one match, but the whole season. props to ya.


soccer mania is in the air. world cup 2006 is coming. i cannot wait.


after soccer, i went to watch x-men: the last stand with anu. it was amazing. i loved it, even though we were in the 2nd fricking row, and i had a stiff neck after that. the effects were damn cool. and some of the scenes were just awesome. the ending was sad, but the action sequences were wow. i can't say more without revealing the plot anyways. haha. wat i can say is...angel and bobby are cute. logan is sexy. and pyro looked like a druggie, which i dig. and storm is hot. i love halle berry. and i hate jean grey. psycho bitch. haha.


sadly, gambit wasn't in the movie. and i really wanted him to be there. cos he's supposed to be with rogue, like in the cartoon, but instead she's with that bobby (iceman). anyways go watch it. it really is a MUST SEE.


today started out badly. i'm sleepy. driving was awful. my engine stalled so many times on the road, with many cars behind me. at first i said oops. then crap. then shit. then fuck. that's how many times it stalled. 4 bloody times. and the instructor was telling me to calm down, that it's ok to make mistakes, that's how we learn. i can't stand him. too friendly and optimistic. blegh. and he was the type of instructor who wouldn't let me go fast. sigh. i prefer the instructor whom i've been getting for the past 3 lessons. he'll tell me to go fast. haha.


and today is the 2nd time in a row i'm late for work. not good. i hope today doesn't end as badly as it started. sigh.











# the sky has lost its colour, the sun has turned to grey.

i'm so sleepy. stayed up all night playing xbox. haha. bought two new games yesterday...Black and Germany 2006. viva la soccer! haha. shooting games, racing games and soccer. ranked top on my gaming list. anyways i don think my brain is functioning properly anymore...sleepy....


Black is an awesome game. it has the two things needed to succeed. violence and gory images. woohoo. haha. i love it. it's very hard not to get addicted i guess...but i think it's a lot more challenging than halo cos if you die, you have to restart the whole mission. blah. and the downside is it's only a one player game. ah well i still love it.


and the World Cup game rocks my socks. makes me all the more excited about the actual thing happening in June! wow so close...but all the matches are at the weirdest times. like 1am, 4am and majority at 5am. sigh. they should hold it in asia again...so can watch in the afternoon. haha. but it's ok. all for the sake of brazil, i shall sacrifice my sleep! speaking of soccer, tmrw's A div soccer finals...MJ vs VJ. can't wait!


oh i just realised they cordoned off a portion of the huge huge da vinci poster which they pasted on the floor of orchard mrt. it was the part with Jesus' face. i guess pple got offended everyone was just stepping all over his face. i didn't actually notice his face...until cordoned it off la. weird.









# x-men: the last stand

days are just flying by so quickly...and i'm losing track of time. i didn't have any idea what day it is today...and lo and behold, it's already the end of the week. sigh. anyways, watched da vinci code on thur...it's pretty cool. a bit slow at some parts, a bit cheesy at others. but still good. haha. i liked the soundtrack...very nice la. suits the scenes and stuff.


went to mj band concert on friday night. pretty nice...though i preferred last year's one. though the guy playing the drum set at one point was really pro. i like. haha.


i just realised how bad my memory is. i was working yesterday and my sr classmate came to the counter. i remembered her face but i couldn't remember her name! haha. whoops.


and today, i went to a wedding (actually, now that i think about it, that should have given me a clue that it's sunday today...since practically every sunday, there's one. haha) and apparently, the bride is my ex-schoolmate's sister. and i couldn't remember any guy with his name at all. and even when i saw him, i couldn't recognise him AT ALL! haha. what's worse is he remembered me la. even remembered my name. shit shit. haha.


horrible me. heh. but i do remember on the way home yesterday, i met one of the prettiest girls i will probably ever see. as in she's pretty without even trying. nice too. she had a tongue piercing and i asked her where she got it and how much it was and all. haha. ah random bits in my entry. but she WAS real pretty.


i'm watchin mtv now. and russell crowe is singing. i didn't know he sings. heh. tmrw there's driving in the morning. yay. hope i can go out to the road again. it's so boring driving round the course...cos it's so damn slooowww....


yawn. i feel like sleeping early tonight. goodnight!









# i like the way you move...

driving was so fun today. cos i went out to the road again. going round and round the course is so boring. and so slow. haha. and the most interesting thing about driving today was when i was driving along old tampines road...and saw chickens crossing the road! and goats! serious! i was like wondering whether i should stop and let them cross first. haha. man that really cracked me up. haha. i love driving la...especially in 4th gear.


going to watch da vinci code tonight...watched the news yesterday and they said the premiere at cannes left critics cold. so maybe it won't as fantastic as i thought la...but tom hanks is in it! haha. next week i'm definitely gonna catch over the hedge (so adorable) and x men 3 next week. there's this new movie called the lake house, i think starring sandra bullock and keanu reeves! have no idea when it's coming out but the trailer is so nice. i love sandra bullock! so many nice movies coming out around the same time. sigh. someone treat me la...heh.


i found out that on the monday that i was s'posed to work but didn't...prettypretty wonderful fiona xie came to the library. we are not fated to meet it seems. sigh...


gah click five is on mtv now. blegh. byeeee.








# i got the need for speed.

aha. a new blogskin. much much brighter compared to my past few blogskins. decided i was pretty sick of the whole dark and angsty theme anyways. so it's a nice change. and...orlando bloom looks HOT. i settled for the whole blue colour scheme...even though he looked hot in red, green and just about any other colour. haha.


wow spent a good few hours on this. appreciate it people. i'm giving you someone to drool over while visiting my blog. hehs.


goodnight!











# body. heart. soul. move along.

man my stomach feels weird. blegh.


anyways watched poseidon. it's a pretty good movie i think. the special effects are damn cool. and the minute or so where the ship was overturning, and explosions were happening were awesome. not like titanic...it took a whole 3 hours just to freaking break into half la. haha. and josh lucas is really cute. haha. so majority the people are kinda dumb...thinking they can survive in the ballroom when they're underwater. and me and ju were laughing a bit at the parts where certain things were conviniently placed. like the lifeboat. the ending was kinda sad btw. and a bit cheesy. ah just go watch the show la. i can't say anything without revealing a lot. haha.


anyway only 6 people survived. the gambler, this irritating kid and his mom, a gay fella, new york's ex-mayor's daughter and her cowardly (but cute) boyfriend. haha.


driving is fun. (like how many times have i said this?) 2 more lessons this week. whee.











# you built a love, that love falls apart.

so today was mother's day. didn't really celebrate it with my mommy though. cos she had to teach bro who's having his exams.


anyways nenek wanted to go out. so went to my relative's place. played card games...bet money. in the end i lost about 30 cents. haha. at night we went to simpang bedok. juz came home actually...food there isn't that wow btw...i think e crowd made me lose my appetite. blegh. and it was kinda dark...so i couldn't see what i was eating. sucks la. haha.oh ya. saw joshua ang too. he's cute. too bad he's younger. heh.


tmrw watching poseidon. supposed to be a good movie. and thur, da vinci code! yay. haha. another one of my pointless entries...so lazy to make it interesting. haha. nite!













# goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend.

sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me.







not.


they say time heals all wounds....


so why does it still hurt? fuck la.

jeez. today really pissed me off. i mean it started out ok. work was fine...if not just a bit tiring. but after that. it was all just fucked up.


i HATE the idiots who ask for donations at orchard mrt. maybe not all. but god, there's always the same bunch of people there. they're like bloody vultures, just waiting to swoop down on their prey. and it's always the same freaking donation. it makes me wonder if they're really helping the poor, or just helping themselves. and i wonder if they're doing this out of the goodness of their heart or if they get commission for it. they can't be that poor, if they're wearing freaking rolex watches. fuckers.


the nerve of that asshole. fine, i accept that they have to go up to people to ask for donations, cos obviously no one will approach them. if you do, bless you, you have the heart of a saint. so fine. i've just deposited some money into my bank account, coming out of DBS, and this guy comes up to me, smile on his face, and asks for a donation.


and as per usual, i say no. ya, ya, i'm such a heartless person for not wanting to fork out 10 bucks for a homeless child yada yada yada...as if you people do. so don't judge. haha.


and he actually starts lecturing me. i mean pointing out my bank book, and my wallet and the fact i just came out of the bank. and starts telling me, that he's quite sure i have the money to donate. and it just so happened i was holding a bag from Isetan. and he says i can afford to buy stuff that the poor can't. so why can't i help out?


fuck. where the hell does he get off, telling me what to do with my money? it's money i earned by working hard, sacrificing my time with my friends, with my family...god, i see my family probably like an hour a day cos i'm rushing off from work to home to tuition.


and so what if i can afford to buy some things that the poor cannot? so what if i don't help out? i shouldn't be ashamed that i have money. i read somewhere that oprah is not at all ashamed that she's now worth millions or billions. and it's true. why should she? why should i? we all work for our money. and i'm not the freaking saviour to all poor people. i actually told him that my 10 bucks would not break the cycle of poverty. and he says that if a lot of people donated 10 bucks, in the end the poor would get a lot.


ya great logic there. your mathematics is amazing. whoopdeefuckingdoo.


we'll probably all end up perpetuating the cycle. don't get me wrong. i've donated before. i've even done the stupid flag days. which i kinda enjoyed. but we keep donating, and they keep taking...then what's the point? they're always showing on tv, those sad depressing pple...a woman with five kids, whose husband has died, with 3 kids who have diabetes, and she has breast cancer. and all that.


but they probably don't show those people who are perfectly healthy, with no worries, and just choose to act pathetic their entire lives. man, i'm just veering off point now.


it made me think. he sells all these tickets and i wonder if he's ever bought one himself. or does he think he's a saint just by selling them to people...and why the hell do we have to donate 10 dollars? not 2 or 5 or however much we want to? who sets standards when it comes to donations?


fuck man that really really pissed me off. it truly made me want to strangle him. decided on just telling him that it's my money and i just don't want to donate before stalking off.


is that his tactic? make people donate by guilt? cos it really just made me angry. i don't use some stupid shit like that when i'm working. i don't hear my colleagues going...


"oh i'm sure you have money what, with that spiffy armani suit and tagheuer watch? oh and is that hugo boss i'm smelling? and are those shades branded? wow i think it cost at least a few hundred dollars. the fine's only 15 cents. you SURE you don't want to pay for it?"


people. people, in general, just piss me off nowadays. complete strangers drive me completely mad. and not being able to lash out at them...it drives me nuts. it used to be a lot easier last time. tolerance was my thing. i can count on one hand, the number of times i lost it. and it's not like i scream for hours on end. blow up for a few seconds and walk away.


maybe that will be my downfall. one day, just one day, all my bottled up emotions might surface. just pray the person that unleashes them is not you.


oh and to top it all off, paris is out of american idol. idiots. this is fucking fabulous. just a fucking fabulous day.












# ARGH.

If I were to leave this country one day,
How many would be sad to see me go away?
Would they send me off at the airport or call?
Would they even know, will I see nobody at all?


Why all these questions?
When I'm not the Sun,
The world doesn't revolve around me,
I'm not that special someone.


If I were to disappear one day,
How many would know?
How many would be worried,
How many in woe?


If nobody knows me,
If nobody cares,
If nobody sees me,
How can I compare?


This Seuss rhyming scheme,
It's driving me mad,
Why the hell am I writing this?
Why the hell do I feel so sad?


I guess I'm just angry,
Angry and hurt,
And I suppose I'll just end this,
With one more last verse.


If I were to die tomorrow,
How many would care,
How many would feel sorrow,
And my funeral,
How many would be there?


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ok watch kal ho naa ho about twice this week. and i guess the ending just made me wonder about life's 'what ifs'. shahrukh khan (or the writers) said something really thought provoking.


i think it was: smile, be happy, live life, who knows, tomorrow may not be... (or something to that effect)


and it's kinda true. we live our lives in a monotonous sort of way sometimes. as students, we wake up early, go to school, stone during lessons then go home and sleep. just to repeat it again for 5 days a week. of course we go out with friends and spend time with family, but as we grow older it just becomes harder cos the pressure to do well is greater, and school hours become longer.


then suddenly, we're not primary 1 kids anymore. we're not having a blast in secondary school. and we're not skipping lectures in jc or wondering what to wear for school in poly. suddenly, we're working or suffering in ns. we're going off in separate directions, going to Uni, going abroad. and we have less and less time to have fun, to meet up with friends, less time with the family.


less time to live.


man i'm in an angsty mood today. blah. what a crap entry.













# life is just me queueing up for death. i'll be polite, and not cut in front of you.

had my second driving lesson today. it was fun. driving round and round the circuit. but only switching from first gear to second gear...biting point is easy to get now. though sometimes i couldn't make the sharp turns and would have hit another car if the instructor didn't press the brake. hehs.

can't wait for my next lesson. instructor said maybe i'll be going out on the road. whee. hope i don crash into anything. finally being behind the wheel is just an awesome feeling. can't wait till i get my license.

ah csi has started. peace.












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