Move Along.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

went to nus open house the other day. hopefully i can get in to the uni...where else can i go? haha. i dread the day the results of our applications come out. what if i don't make it? it's like a level results all over again...except there's no clear path as to what to do if i don't make it. i mean if i did badly for a levels, i would have taken the exams again as a private candidate. but now...if i don make it to uni...what am i supposed to do? decisions are hard to make, especially if it's about the future, and sometimes i wish i was a kid again...where right and wrong was separated by praise and punishment from an adult. but life isn't that simple. praise and punishment now are disguised as crossroads in life. and we don't have someone to tell us if it's right or wrong. sigh.

you really get a new perspective on things...same environment but different position. now that i'm working, i really get a sense of how things are for the people who answer our questions, and carry out our requests (sometimes demands)...to be on this side of the counter can be sometimes an enriching, and sometimes a dreadful experience. but the good thing is, i get to meet all sorts of people and personalities, some nice and some...not so nice...but not everyone can be a saint. i guess this job was a good thing...to prepare myself for the people i'd meet in future. and how to deal with them. haha.

on a sidenote, i think monopoly is the greatest game to have ever been invented. it is an amazing family game...and i keep winning when i play with my family. my grandma is especially competitive in this game. haha. she wouldn't stop the game even though it was 3 in the morning because she wanted to recover her losses. i ended up owning the bank and like most of the city. haha. but it is a great game. i love it.

well i'll stop here. there's nothing much to say, really...life is so uninteresting. blegh. haha. toodles.

# leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands, again...

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