Tuesday, February 28, 2006
well tomorrow is THE day. i can do nothing but pray and hope for the best. i'm feeling kinda depressed. i'm not even gonna wish anyone luck for tmrw...god knows i need all the luck i can get. the only thing i'm afraid of...is disappointing my family. i don't know what i would say if i really did get bad grades.
help me.
21:29
Thursday, February 23, 2006
a woman walking back and forth, passing by the counter everytime. talking to herself, mumbling something which sounds strangely like a hex as she starts counting something. i look at her to see if she has one of those bluetooth headsets which make all of them look crazy, but nope, nothing. and suddenly she comes up to the counter and asks what time the place closes in a very creepy jittery voice. and she walks off, only to come back, doing the freaky counting thing again. damn.
a stupid mat with BAD fashion sense. a black long sleeve shirt with the hugest pink flowers all over. and such a big ego, to think that when we pass by and look at him we're thinking 'oh my god what a hottie'. and he actually had the idiocy to raise an eyebrow and grin in a way he thinks is manly. sorry, with the gayest shirt around? so not. what fashion faux paus.
you call them crazy. i call them gossip. either way, it's pretty interesting the type of people who come up to you to ask questions. i mean, 1 minute of craziness has to make up for 1 hour of boredom. heh.
i never thought working there would be so...fascinating. the people, their antics...would have never guessed it. hmmm. a plus of working...meeting new people everyday. another plus...my colleagues are cool. it's like being back in jc. the bitching and gossiping. they make me feel right at home. haha. and the stoning there while waiting for people, so like free periods. i love it. hah.
# different cuts, different strokes.
01:26
Monday, February 20, 2006
wat a jam packed week i have ahead. today's probably my free day not counting tuition later. tmrw is oooh MORE tuition. then wed and thur it's work...night shift. blegh. and friday...GASP...rumours that results will be out on friday have been flying around. it prob will be on friday...and i can't stop thinking about it. worst case scenario...which might actually happen...is that i fail my econs. or get some shitty grades. oh fuck fuck fuck.
my future is bleak. it's empty. i have no idea what the hell i'm going to do after i get my results. the plan was always to go to university...but now i'm not so sure. the dream is to go to australia and get a degree in hospitality management...but it'll never be realised.
and now, all i can do is to pray that my results are good enough for entrance into university. sigh. dammit.
# something in the way... -Nirvana
16:20
Monday, February 13, 2006
i'm in such a jiwang mood today. on e way to and back from work, i was listening to malay songs all the way. and i'm still listening to the likes of khairil yusoff and misha omar. haha i bet you don't know who i'm talking about. slow malay love songs la...like how many slow malay songs AREN'T about love? haha.
like this song called 'sonata musim salju'...which means winter sonata.
Bagaikan siang tiada mentari
Bagai malam tiada cahaya purnama
Tanpamu tiada erti hidup berdua
Ke akhir masa kau ku cinta
which means: like the morning without the sun, like the night without any moonlight, without you living has no meaning, i'll love you till the end.
hahahaha. so jiwang. and i love it. ahh desperate housewives now. toodles kids!!
# Ku doa kau hadir permaisuri mahligaiku, hidup mati cinta kita bersama.
22:02
Sunday, February 12, 2006
i don't know if any of you watched PESTA PESTA PESTA (it's an award show) on suria on friday but it was freaking hilarious. the comedians were funny and the audience was filled with mats who kept screaming some random comment or two. and taufik fans were screaming his name over and over again at every award they gave out. then there was this award at the end called Peminat Paling Power or Best Fan Award la. and this makcik won it...so funny la e makcik. and she was so enthu. when she screamed they said like king kong. haha i know so random but i was just thinking about it.
right. so i watched JARHEAD on thur...and i watched it again today. haha. it is an AWESOME movie. it's m18 for a reason i guess. some nude scenes, a LOT of cursing and i do mean a lot. it's like every 5 seconds from the very start of the movie. haha. but it totally rocked. jake gyllenhaal plays a character called swofford. and his best friend in the army is really cute...troy i think. haha. i watched BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN today too. kinda sad and yes jake gyllenhaal is in that too. if you didn't already know, the movie's about two guys who fall in love with each other. their relationship is so sad...but it's a very nice movie.
ahhh i'm so bored right now. why aren't there any nice shows on tv? i have loads of movies i want to watch when they come out in the cinema. like:
1. underworld: evolution
2. x-men 3
3. the da vinci code
4. final destination 3
5. the constant gardener
6. munich
7. real
sooo many la. haha. ok shall go watch oprah now. toodles.
# This is my rifle. There are many like it, but this one is mine. Without my rifle, I am nothing. Without me, my rifle is nothing. - Jarhead
20:40
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
ahhhh!!! shock and horror! i was just finishing a very LONG entry FILLED with pictures and my computer acted up. oh dammit...sigh. anyway, it was about my trip to genting and kl which was soo sooo fun. theme parks galore. haha.
oh oh. i watched I NOT STUPID TOO a few days ago. it is a MUST WATCH. i loved it. it was so sad...i was like crying so many times. and joshua ang is like really cute. haha. how old is he? 15? 16? he looked so hot when he was being such a pai kia. haha. it is such a transformation from the first movie where he was all goody two shoes and adorable. haha. anyways go watch the movie ok?
i'm going to watch JARHEAD with anu tmrw. yay. i've been looking forward to that movie. whee. anyways, i still don't have a job. hopefully one of the shoe stores i applied to calls me up. i really want to sell shoes! haha. wokay. i'm nuts.
toodles.
# why won't you come over here? we got a city to love. - The Strokes
21:43
