Saturday, October 29, 2005
i'm supposed to be doing econs tuition hw (my teacher gave me 9 essays! mad!) but i'm so bored of it. and i think i'll juz go crazy if i have to see another word about our macroeconomic objectives. gah!!!
i juz got my first pay for my new tuition gig. can't believe it's been a month already. man...time is passing way too fast. especially since e big exams are coming. i swear, after the exams, i'm gonna sleep. just sleep and do nothing else. haha.
my tutee is sooo quiet that it's driving me mad. i had to admit i was in a pretty crabby mood today cos i've had like 7 hours of sleep in the past 2 days. aniwaes, she kept mum and didn't answer my questions...so i just gave up and just taught her everything. but she's a good kid la...just way way WAY too quiet. she reminds me of a munchkin though...little button nose and cheeky smile. haha.
her younger sister is mad cute. haha. she kept asking me to do henna for her...and kept walking past the table. haha. adorable...and such a people person. oh yeah it's really weird...my tutee almost seems schizo cos she's a lot louder when tuition is over. oh well. haha.
rob the HOT! i did a blog template for theo and it featured him. couldn't resist posting his picture here. *drools* this picture is awesome. he should have won!
think i'll go do hari raya cards now...or it'll never make it to my friend's houses in time. ciao!!
# you and me, we used to be together, everyday together, always. - No Doubt
01:20
Monday, October 24, 2005
had a fun weekend. one, cos i barely studied anything (which is really bad). two, cos i was making hari raya cookies on friday and saturday. and three, i went out on sunday. now that i look back on it, i should have probably studied more. but what the hell...i'll just call it a mini holiday and start up e 'mad studying' scheme. i never like calling studying 'mugging'...it's just so...'mugging'. haha. ignore me. i'm being crazy.
aniwaes i went to little india on sunday...with my grandma and maid. see, actually i wouldn't have gone out if my grandma didn't want to go to mustafa. so really, i was being a good granddaughter by going with her. (yah sure justify your actions. sheesh sounding like godfrey) haha. went to the bazaar where everything was pretty cheap. bought a blouse thing for 10 bucks.
was joined later by my cousin and her boyfriend. and walked around some more.
then went to mustafa. and found another piece of my prom outfit. oh man...it was really ex. like 79 bucks. it was so sad, parting with my hard earned money...but hey it was nice. haha. i jump with girlish delight at the thought of wearing my pretty little skirt. whee. (pause here. there's a call from the mental institution. oops look like i missed an appt last week) oh my...what is wrong with me? hahaha.
aniwaes my grandma wanted to buy stuff and by the time we finished shopping it was like midnight. then we went to eat at the 24 hour place near mustafa...e mee goreng is not bad. then by the time we went home it was 1plus.
yep. fun day that was. i've already made 3 different types of kueh. all in 2 days. haha. i'm crazy. but it was fun. and i think it tastes good. yeeep. alright...
oh yeah thursday's jamming session was pretty cool. and tracy! i want the other funny accents one! you gave me the cut version. i think i'll die laughing listening to it. whenever i wanna destress, yo. haha. are we still on for tomorrow?
ok la...shall do something more productive. like studying. ah the life of a student...*cries pitifully*
there's really something wrong with me today. hee.
# Hey! I got some money and tonight, I'm gonna spend it. - The Hives
10:59
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
haha...new template again! i needed a break from studying...so decided to make a new template. yay. it looks kinda suicidal ah...and to think i was aiming for something light. heh.
aniwaes...i'm so bored. can't wait for the next jamming session la guys.
watched 'extreme japan' just now. patricia mok is damn funny la...kept screaming and screaming. haha. but it looked damn cool...cos they rode a rollercoaster. woohoo. i want...
exams are coming closer and closer...what a drag. dammit...
oh well...shall go watch 'tiramisu' now. toodles.
# is anybody listening? can you hear me when i call? - Good Charlotte
20:32
Monday, October 17, 2005
The In-Betweens. (tentative name...still thinking about it.) Our band, comprising of Liza, Tracy, Juling and Sufi (that's me). Kickass. Listen to us here. 
(anyway, ignore the first part of the audio file. we are so not keeping that name.)
19:18
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Is it that you are working - or even playing - too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behavior.
Being a somewhat gentle, emotional and sensitive person, you are at this time experiencing a considerable amount of tension. What you really need is someone who can be close to you and to listen to what you have to say.
You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.
You are experiencing considerable stress which is essentially the result of on going rejection and hostility. You are in the unpleasant position where offers of trust, affection and understanding are being withheld and you are being treaded with a degrading lack of consideration. You feel that you are being denied the appreciation that you deserve, which is essential to your well-being and self-esteem, but you have to face up to the situation because as matters stand at this time there is little that you can do about it - you feel that you are getting nowhere and the continuous struggle is a lonely one: all difficulties and no encouragement. Whatever you try to say or do is met with continuous hostility and no matter how much you protest you are consistently misunderstood. You need to escape from the situation but you are so perplexed that you cannot find the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.
Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro's and con's with critical discrimination. The situation has now progressed to one where you are apt to disagree yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you. As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes 'The past does not equal tomorrow'. Think about it - and let go.
(got this off juling's blog)
# www.colorgenics.com
03:36
Friday, October 07, 2005
yaaa new blog template. again. haha. i love joel madden. aniwaes...i think the scrollbar on e right looks really weird. but nevermind.
gaahh...got back all my prelim results finally. and they were as expected...shitty. the only paper i was happy with was gp la...but the rest sucked.
oh man i hate econs. should have taken maths...why oh why did i have to hate graphs and integration so?
haha. oh well too late for regrets. ah...must get an A for geog in the A levels. it'd be so sad if i don't la...aniwaes i'm sleepy. and i wanna sleep now.
soo.. goodnight.
oh yah. happy fasting to all e muslims out there. heh.
# Solkio astouma, solkio djabo si tou.
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