Monday, September 05, 2005
i've been wondering what to blog about for these past few days. and sheesh how mundane my life is. no that i have to give everyone a day to day account of my life...it's just that i haf this crazy urge to blog about...something.
sometimes i feel like i don't know who i am anymore. i go through the day, with this robotic blankness, with one word on my mind when i wake up and when i sleep.
study.
i know i have to study. i know it's the only way i'll pass. and i study, yes. but i dunno...it seems almost sad that our future may depend on like 20+ hours of exams. ahhh. i can't wait for it all to be over.
That one fatal mistake, that one fatal lie,
That one stupid mistake, cost me you and I,
I try to explain, I try to fix everything,
But you won't listen, you won't forgive me.
I don't know what to do anymore,
Why won't you talk to me?
I realise what I did,
Won't you believe me?
Give me a chance, don't leave me hanging,
I'll wipe your tears away, if only you would let me,
Just trust me, just love me,
Please...don't leave me.
# hello starshine! the earth says hello! -Willy Wonka
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