Thursday, September 22, 2005
ahhh prelims are over. yay!
and of course the end requires some celebration...so i went out with dee and louise today! i haven seen louise for like MONTHS la. haha. i missed her soo sooo much.
so aniwaes we had lunch den we walked and walked and walked.
we took neoprints twice! and it was soo fun la. posing and doing stupid stuff. even after we took neoprints we started taking photos with my handphone and louise's camera. haha. i miss the girls.
we bumped into so many cedarians and ex-cedarians...e place was packed with people i recognised. i miss cedar la.
it felt so sad to part just now. cos i haven seen louise for so long. aiyah.
ooh i bought a new wallet. like finally. yes it's another 'nightmare before christmas' wallet. but i seriously love this brand. i shall post a picture of it later. it's kinda big actually. but it's niceee. i'm so sleepy right now...
think i'll go sleep. haha. and i can wake up LATE tmrw! yay!
# sometimes i give myself the creeps, sometimes my mind plays tricks on me.
22:13
Monday, September 19, 2005
oh my god. i am so in love with takuya kimura. fine call me a fangirl. i don't care. but seriously you can't deny he's just...beyond words. seriously. haha.
my jaw hurts from smiling so much when i was watching PRIDE. to those of you not watching, shame on you. he's so cute as an ice hockey player...with the helmet and everything. haha. and i love his lips. i seriously do. haha. and his voice...is driving my crazy. i'm dizzy from infatuation. haha. i shall stop now. or my face will be frozen like this. haha.
i have another 3 papers to go. and e ones i've done so far...are so SHITTY. i am so gonna fail. esp. geog. i have my human geog paper tmrw and i'll have to do super well juz to pass. and i feel kinda bad cos i wanted to do well for mrs. chua...cos she's such an awesome teacher. dammit la...
argh. can't wait for prelims to be over so that i can go watch CORPSE BRIDE with anusha!! i miss going out and having fun la...cooping myself up in my room and studying all day is juz brain numbing. haha.
ok shall go look at geog now. toodles.
# I was born to love you, with every single beat of my heart. I was born to take care of you, every single day of my life. -Queen
21:49
Saturday, September 10, 2005
yes this is a story of me and my cousin lin. we were together one night and decided hey let's call shan! it's 12am...so it's his show on the perfect 10 right?
so one handphone was used to tune in to p10 and e other was used to call in. so e phone used to call was put on loudspeaker and it started ringing. we were like wow so lucky! but in e end it just kept ringing and ringing and ringing and ringing. so we tried again...and again and again.
until we started calling juz for the sake of it and left the phone on speaker without really listening to it.
suddenly, the ringing stopped and when they thought it was gonna be another "dialer busy" on e phone...we suddenly heard hello? hello? hello?
and totally panicked due to our unpreparedness. and the unexpectedness of it all. the first how many seconds was filled with hello hello hello hello cos either shan couldn't hear or i couldn't hear.
we were like....
shan: hello? can you turn down e radio? it's kinda noisy.
me: hello?
shan: hello? yeah turn the radio.
me: ok. hello?
shan: hello?
me: hello? hello? hello?
so after the many hellos, finally we had an actual short conversation...which included things like..
"so do you beat up your cousins?" "NO. they beat each other up." "how old are they?" "pretty young. 4-5." "oh yeah they're at the age where they can go around banging their heads into walls without really caring about it". "oh. yeah".
wahahaha. if you haven guessed...he was the one who asked me whether i beat my cousins up. haha. oh well. my first time calling in and it sounded so dumb. but really...his voice is nice over the radio.
if i didn't watch eye for a guy...and if i ignore how stupid his show is sometimes...and e weird songs he plays...i would actually like him...juz cos of his voice. hahaha.
he played my dedication like three other dedications and many songs later...so i was like thinking to myself...was it really THAT dumb that he had to cut it out?? haha. he played it around 1am? and we were like so excited, crowding around the radio. hahaha. how sad.
and LUCKILY he cut out e part where we went hello hello hello? hahahaha.
think i sounded like a minah. omg. i didn't know my voice was like that. eep.
k la. juz came home and pretty sleepy. shall sleep now. nitey nite.
# cucullus not facit monachum - Measure For Measure
01:41
Friday, September 09, 2005
it's that feeling of drowning...
falling into the depths of darkness.
the pressure and the pain that attacks your eardrums.
the muted sound of the water, all around you.
the disoriented feeling, not knowing which way is up and which way is down.
you just keep kicking, not knowing whether you're inching closer towards your doom or your survival.
the burning of your lungs and the desire to breathe.
to fill your lungs with sweet, sweet oxygen which you've been taking for granted.
you start to feel numb.
overcome by a strange sense of helplessness.
your vision is blurry.
your mind is foggy.
you hear nothing.
you see nothing.
you feel nothing.
and that burning in your lungs suddenly disappear, replaced by a calmness you never knew existed.
your eyes close and your body goes lax.
and as you fall further into the depths, you welcome your new domain, your arms spread out, your face peaceful.
as you float into an eternal slumber.
it's that feeling of drowning...
whenever i'm with you.
03:01
Monday, September 05, 2005
i've been wondering what to blog about for these past few days. and sheesh how mundane my life is. no that i have to give everyone a day to day account of my life...it's just that i haf this crazy urge to blog about...something.
sometimes i feel like i don't know who i am anymore. i go through the day, with this robotic blankness, with one word on my mind when i wake up and when i sleep.
study.
i know i have to study. i know it's the only way i'll pass. and i study, yes. but i dunno...it seems almost sad that our future may depend on like 20+ hours of exams. ahhh. i can't wait for it all to be over.
That one fatal mistake, that one fatal lie,
That one stupid mistake, cost me you and I,
I try to explain, I try to fix everything,
But you won't listen, you won't forgive me.
I don't know what to do anymore,
Why won't you talk to me?
I realise what I did,
Won't you believe me?
Give me a chance, don't leave me hanging,
I'll wipe your tears away, if only you would let me,
Just trust me, just love me,
Please...don't leave me.
# hello starshine! the earth says hello! -Willy Wonka
17:15
Saturday, September 03, 2005
twister moustache. haha. this was yesterday. 
12:57
yo yo what's up dawg? haha.
12:54
i spent the evening with theo and oscar on mon and we (me and theo) took loads of pictures on our way back. this was in the lrt.
12:53
