Thursday, August 25, 2005
i watched villa wellness just now. and they're on some detox prog. i kinda pity them...cos it's lyke s'pore degenerate version of the swan. haha.
they were lyke announcing their weights to e whole world. and this one girl is lyke 50plus kg only la. i'm lyke wondering wth is she doing there? and there was one who was 100plus kg. i felt kinda bad for her...and she started crying and everything.
i don like diana. she's a damn bimbo. and she was lyke a whole hour late in the first place. and she reminds of that piggy looking girl back in sr (you know who lah tracy)
wow that girl was damn irritating. we were playing softball but instead of e softball...we played kickball. and i was running past the home base when she started whining "you never touch the base!!! you never touch the base!! not counted!!" and all i heard was oink oink snort snort. so irritating la. den i was lyke saying to my friends, how am i supposed to touch the base when your ass is blocking my way? stupid.
and yes this diana girl reminds me of her.
oh no poor anju's puking her guts out all over the place.
ooh the chef of michaelangelo's is kinda cute. haha.
lee huey is damn irritating. i don like her either. haha. i also don like ivy. so bossy. i don like most of them. irritating face maybe. haha.
it's kinda sad that they're like using all this food to tempt them. and it makes them seem like so desperate and as if these women can't live without eating so much. how degrading. i feel offended. haha.
oh david gan is irritating.
"being a GER must got a lot of investment you know".
aiyoh. he's lyke criticising them but he's not so hot himself you know. haha. but he's really an amusing character. hahahaha.
i think i should go do lit now. toodles.
ooh ooh one more day of school left!
# you want to wear that dress ah? wait you look like a banana, you know. -david gan
21:45
Monday, August 22, 2005
YESSA!!! noelle's out!!!! woohoooooo.
so random. haha.
23:25
haro everybody. heh.
i watched two movies today. ya ya so damn free right. but what to do, so popular...everyone wanna go out with me today. (haha as iiiffff...) i watched THE MAID and CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY (which is wayyy overdue). sooo nice la. i love both movies.
i watched THE MAID wif theo and oscar. it was damn cool la. there are a few parts which were scary cos it was super shocking. but to tell you the truth, e movie didn't scare me as much as e girls screaming next to me. haha. but it's a pretty nice movie. so go watch.
oooh there's this one part where she went to mail a letter. so she left the house. but she didn't know where the mailbox was. so she asked e mailman where it was. and she found it. and then she put e letter in the mailbox. and then....
go watch e movie la.
haha.
watched the next movie wif my cuz. charlie and the chocolate factory was DAMN kickass. i wanna go to willy wonka's factory!!! i wanna meet willy wonka! he's a psycho! i love him! hahahaha. crazeh. i feel lyke buying e soundtrack and start skipping while singing WILLY WONKA WILLY WONKA! hahaha. and those freaky oompa loompas are damn irritating la. but so funny...especially their stupid dances. hahaha. i love johnny depp. he's an awesome actor. anyway i still love him best as e sexy-as-hell captain jack sparrow. with e kohl and dat gay swagger. hehe.
i think i like watching movies at marina square. it's damn ulu. so we can sit just about anywhere we want. haha. but e thing is, i got lost on e way to e cinema and we both got lost on e way home...cos e place is under renovation so it's like a freaking maze la! we were lyke going thru alleyways and stuff. haha. so confusing. haha.
ok ok no more going out now. gotta study hard. shall go concentrate on america's next top model now. i think naima is hot. and i can't stand noelle. damn irritating. lluvy looks too much like billy. can't take it. haha.
ok goodnite.
# Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka, the amazing chocolatier,
Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka, everybody give a cheer,
He's modest, clever and so smart, he barely can restrain it,
With so much generosity, there is no way to contain it.
23:16
Saturday, August 20, 2005
oh man i think i ate too much durian...my stomach hurts now.
haha.
i watched wedding crashers e other day. it's funny in a very crude way la. lots of dirty jokes and stuff like that.
it's ameera's bday today! ameera as in my cuz...and i bought her this really cute stuffed lion...and this princess kit. haha. it has a little tiara...and a LOT of pink rubberbands, hairclips, etc. cute la. haha. she's turning 3! whee.
another week of school left. then it's study leave. i guess i really need it...seeing how my studying isn't going to well. got lots of shit to cover...dammit. the last thing i wanna do is fail prelims. sheesh. and then the big As. and then...
freedom. haha. oh well sort of.
can't wait for all of this to be over. we all deserve a break eh? haha. i think we're all pretty stressed out...seeing how we break into these crazy moods...and do weird things which will set us off laughing like mad idiots. with the hip hop jelly and all. haha.
you know pe on thur was such a bummer. boy, can the teachers get into bitchy moods. i can't stand ugly bitch. i felt like breaking her bones for being so damn...bitchy. gah. and fool was damn irritating for chasing shu out. ah most of you probably dunno what i'm talking abt. nvm. i'm just being so random right now.
i'll go do econs now. *snigger* damn nga hui laa. (inside joke la)
# his smile plagues my mind, my heart, my soul.
20:46
Things we've done which we thought were so great were truly,
Insignificant,
Unimportant.
The passing faces in everyday life,
Pay no attention,
Pay no mind.
Tears that roll down your face,
Confusion,
Disillusion.
And the words you say,
Dishonest,
All lies.
We're spiralling into the darkness,
The black abyss consuming us,
Devouring us.
I don't feel the pain,
Don't feel the terror,
Don't feel.
I no longer see you,
I no longer hear you,
I no longer feel you.
Numb, and yet not cold,
Just freezingly hot,
Welcoming, wanting, needing.
To be free.
01:38
Sunday, August 14, 2005
ahh juz came home. wat a fun day i've had...evening actually. haha.
oh wooow. i went to watch fireworks just now at marina. and it was damn cool la!
it was kinda funny actually. there were already lots of pple there when we reached there and a lot of them had already set up cameras and all. so we were across e carnival and i think everyone thought it was gonna be like in the middle of the two sides of e river.
but suddenly fireworks started on the left side. and we were lyke what the hell? hahahah. so sudden and everyone was lyke juz looking in front when boom!!!
fireworks went off at e side. haha. lucky i still got video of e fireworks. it was damn nice la. e ending was amazing. it was lyke a rain of gold. and juz so beautiful. and it was pretty long...20 min i think. really amazing stuff la.
oh oh dere was this bunch of mats beside me. they were damn comical. cos wen they reached there, they started screaming SINGAPORE!! SINGAPORE!! hahahaha. i was lyke wth la. den they went WOOO! WOOO! SINGAPORE!!
and the funniest and stupidest part was when they did a KALLANG WAVE. it was so dumb la cos there were only lyke 6 or 7 of them. hahaha. mats crack me up la...
oh well gotta wake up early for SCHOOL tmrw...haiz. so goodnite pple.
# because the happiest day of my life, is the day that i die.
23:45
Friday, August 12, 2005
i'm sorry but i juz can't,
continue this charade,
my mind's messed up, my heart's in pieces,
i don't know what to say.
you tell me things will be alright,
and things will be the same,
i'm telling you we'll never be,
it's gone too far, this game.
just walk away from me and don't look back,
cos i'll be doing the same.
just let the tears fall and don't keep them in again,
this is the last time i can brush them away.
memories plaguing me,
images of us together,
your laughter surrounds me,
i can't forget the lies.
all the times you said you loved me,
i believed them, like a fool,
all the times i cried for you,
i'm such a stupid fool.
i'll walk away from you, if you won't go away,
i'll still remember you.
i know i can't stop loving you, no matter how much i try,
so i'll just walk away.
# i'll just walk away from you and the love we shared.
00:22
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
happy national day!! wahaha.
alrighty. national day concert in school was fuuun. and some of e performances rocked. like e ics dance. and dikir barat. and SOME of e house performances. *cough*phobos*cough* haha. ok atlas was pretty nice too. was it atlas? e one who won? can't rem. haha. i tink e ics dance was e best la.
some of e performances juz...oh man lyke no comment. like ccs. e song which e girl wrote was nice...but e backup singing juz killed e whole performance. sheesh. and e part were dey started dancing. i thought i was gonna go blind. haha. my own cca's performance wasn't v nice. not interesting or anything. still think fuad's voice is nice over e mike. haha. and e two hosts. let's juz say i din mind ONE of them. haha i'm being so bitchy. heh.
after dat was funny cos we took a pic wif chung cheng boy...and tracy's ears were turning red as usual. haha. i shall post up e pics when i get dem from my uncle. dunno when tho. haha. tracy juz wait!!! i'll send them to you! haha. hmm suddenly wondering whether chung cheng boy knows my blog. and whether he's actually reading this. and whether he knows he is chung cheng boy. haha. oh well. he cracks me up la. haha.
ok so we had a chalet! which was awesome fun. slept over both nights. i'm high on sleepiness right. juz came back actually. haha. dunno wat time i slept yesterday. actually more like...i closed my eyes and e next moment, e sun was out. haha. maybe i fell asleep ard 5 or 6am. not sure oso la. and a lot of pple slept over yest like my cuzs and their bfs and my grandma and a few maids. so a bunch of us were sleeping on e floor. or sitting and closing our eyes on the floor. haha.
i barbecued a lot yesterday. i was lyke e sotong expert or something...cos i kept bbqing sotong for everyone. haha. and it was nice ok. haha.
my cuz ameera was sooo damn cute. we took dis vid of her and she was doing bhangra. it was so adorable. if i can i wanna put e video up here too. haha. she was soooo cute. i love ameera. =)
i'm watching a music video of dat irritating frog who is on an invisible motorbike. i can't believe they turned it into a music video. u noe e blue frog looking thing who goes "bom bom bara bang bang bang bree bree bom bom" or something like that. and say it in a motorbike ignition kinda way. hahahha. so stupid.
yay. can't wait to watch fireworks. i haf such a clear view of it. since they're having a celebration in tamp too. whee~
ok shall go take a nap now. toodles.
# drenched in my pain, becoming who we are.
12:37
Saturday, August 06, 2005
yep it's a new template people. e words are kinda hard to read ah? haha.
ya ya i noe haven update for so long...nothing interesting to say i guess. lots of birthdays. LOTS. like 4 in my class alone. haha. yep so happy belated bday to dr. alfi, juling and delon. and happy birthday ra.
econs sucks. i wish delon wld hurry up with his plan wif e weapon and e stairs. gah.
man i'm tired. it's like 4 am now. think i'll go to sleep. i'll continue tomorrow la. haha.
03:44
