exams are depressing. i think i've worked myself up to a state of mild insanity. i found myself laughing abt. offred among other things right before lit exam today. i had half smiles on my face when i was writing abt her too. oh man. i need a psychiatrist. right after i hire a masseuse. oh my god. my hand feels like it's paralysed. i started on a question for e econs paper 2 minutes before time and i was writing like nobody's business. my pen was juz blazing across the paper. i was surprised i didn't set it on fire. and my hand was spazzing and was already numb by that time. oh and my handwriting? some of the words were so blurred that it looked like just a scrawl across the paper. what to expect sia. 3 essays in 2 hr 15 min. crazy shit.
ok aniwaes. most of my papers have finished. juz my econs mcq left. and it's safe to say i'll fail most of my papers. geog especially. i would be surprised if i even get a double digit score.
i got my new timetable and it sucks balls. except for monday where we end at 2. yesyesyes! but every other day we end at 4 or 5. crap. ah well. we'll never get a good timetable...juz hafta survive it for the next 2 or 3 months. time is passing way fast.
watching manhunt now. i cannot understand how jon johnson won. dammit.
# so help me these wounds, they've been open for way too long. -gc certified.
21:54
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
We're all the same, Human in all our ways and all our pain.
So let it be, There's a love that could fall down like rain,
Let us see, Let forgiveness wash away the pain,
What we need, And no one really knows what they are searching for,
We believe, This world is crying for so much more.
We believe in this love.
# 12th July. Indoor Stadium. Good Charlotte. Noise to the World.
23:17
Thursday, June 16, 2005
yayyy. on our way to kota tinggi!!! haha. exciting exciting.
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at e immigration plaza. mrs. chua is damn cute. haha.
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dis was at kota tinggi plaza. we had to wait for everyone to come. we were bored. and we had shushu's camera. haha.
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KOTA RAINFOREST RESORT
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before we stepped into the room. haha.
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free time before dinner. table soccer!! foosball (is dat how it's spelled?) so damn fun la!!
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haha us having fun taking pictures in the room. e beds are damn cool. poster beds laa.
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after dinner i tink.
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on e firefly cruise. i dunno why but my glasses are fogged up. haha. amazing place la. stars and fireflies.
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when we first reached the waterfall. whee~
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e waterfall was damn cool. and really fun. a little painful. haha.
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wooo. playing at e waterfall. rocks sia!
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last moments at kota rainforest resort. yep.
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home sweet home. kota tinggi rocked.
22:29
Sunday, June 12, 2005
ok. it's been a while. i dun even remember what my last post was about. wait lemme check.
oh right. sentosa. hmm dat was fun. haha.
how pointless of me to mention all this. oh well. i juz felt like blogging today...cos i juz can't sleep. i was looking at photos from kota tinggi trip and it put a huge smile on my face.
kota tinggi.
awesome place. and even cooler, i went with an awesome bunch of pple. heh. practically my whole claz (e girls who didn't go...wish you did) went and it was just fantastic. ok let's see. set out at 7plus in e morning on e 8th. already we were taking pictures. haha. ameera actually. she was so hyper abt e whole trip.
some hours later...we finally reached kota tinggi town. and had lunch at e plaza. and even b4 we reached e resort...we started shopping. haha. some of us aniwaes. i bought a cd. wahhhhh. peterpan rocks balls!! i love their music la. ya ok anyway...after dat we reached e resort. it is a super cool place la. i'll post e pic of where we stayed later on.
after changing and stuff...we went to the river and walked upstream. it was freaking cool la. i loved it. wish we could haf gone on further...but time constraints i guess. oh yes. i'm supposed to say e water was at most knee deep. but it so wasn't. we were practically swimming which was great. haha.
den we had dinner. oh man i lost my appetite juz looking at it. not that e food was bad. but e flies hovering around were everywhere. and i mean everywhere. e room, e dining area, e reception, INSIDE e bus. oh man...i felt lyke a murderer on a killing spree trying to get rid of all e freaking flies. haha.
ahh...we also went on a firefly cruise. dat was so...peaceful. sort of. i could see e stars so clearly...and it was juz...breathtaking. i mean u can't see these kinda stars in s'pore...it was a rare treat. wow.
what happened at night... let's juz say 15 pple spinning around screaming PARTY PARTY PARTY would haf been a very amusing sight. hahahah.
oh well. e next day was cool. we went to the waterfall and got to swim for abt an hour. e falls were juz...whoa. painful. but whoa. haha. oh dat reminds me. caroline tried to drown me. TWICE. e first time was when we were in the river. 2nd at the waterfall. yah. so juz a warning la. if u ever go near water, make sure caroline tan li shan, e psychopath killer isn't behind you. hahaha.
oh well. we checked out an hour after dat. and stopped over at city square in jb for some shopping. omg. i bought these mega cool mega awesome pair of adidas shoes. a pair i've been looking for...for e past year!!! ahhh. i was so happy. it's simple. black with 3 white stripes. oooh i'll take a picture of it and put it on my blog soon. and guess what? it was only 60 ringgit!!! (it's a bargain!! right dee? heh.) yah a lot of us bought shoes. e guys bought some skater shoes. looked pretty nice.
yah. so...came back to s'pore. and went home. and slept. yes. wat an eventful trip. man...wish we could go again. for a longer time period this time.
oh well. time to get serious. exams are coming. sadly. in less den 2 weeks. *gasp* i haven even found my notes la. it'll take me a few days juz to find them and another few days to organize dem. haiz. better go find dem now la. dammit.
toodles.
oh by e way watched independence day again today. and i decided to put my favourite lines as my ending today.
We can't be consumed by our petty differences anymore. We will be united by out common interest. And you will be once again fighting for your freedom. Not from tyranny, oppression or persecution. But from annihilation. We're fighting for our right to live. To exist. And should we win the day, The 4th of July will no longer be known as an american hoiday, For it is the day the world declared in one voice, "We will not go quietly into the night, We will not vanish without a fight, We're going to live on, We're going to survive" For today, we celebrate, Our Indepence Day.
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the girl.
Sufi
Family is my heart
Friends are my oxygen
Having fun is my passion
Music is my soul
