Move Along.

Sunday, April 24, 2005

dis is so cheesy. hehe,

23:39

it has officially been a year since i started this blog. wow. how time flies.

hmm. a lot of stuff has happened this past year. bad stuff, good stuff.

bonds formed.

bonds broken.

friends getting closer.

friends drifting apart.

happiness, enjoyment, exhilaration.

sadness, anger, pain.

ah well. shit happens.

and i realise...i've become such a bitter person. in such a short time. in the past wen an asshole mat were to bump into me(some assholes were pushing each other ard and one of them bumped into me and i banged rite into the wall) i would haf just shrugged it off...but now...i stared and juz started screaming at him.

or wen these j1s were being irritating...all i wanted to do was bite their heads off or sumthing. sheesh.

oh well. guess pple change. hope i din change in a bad way tho.

"you hypocrite. grr."

aniwaes.

i watched lord of the rings juz now. and i juz realised legolas can be such a dumb blonde. lyke when aragorn comes back all bloody and stuff...legolas goes "you're hurt" in dat 'omg-i'm-looking-at-ur-battered-body-and-i-finally-realised-ur-hurt' way. like duhhh. haha. seems lyke blonde jokes still exist in middle earth.

ooh i watched saiyuki:reload. it was lyke damn lame and funny la. i was laughing and my mom came in saying she cld hear me frm outside. haha couldn't help it. it was freaking lamo. and they looked damn gay at times. nvm. love the show aniwaes. heh.

ciao.

"happy birthday to you. happy birthday to you. happy birthday, dear bloggieee, happy birthday to you".

23:19

Thursday, April 21, 2005

fuck.

these week or so...has been a blur.

the only things i remember are...

the chalet.

the taufik showcase. *swoons*

popeye's wif tracy.

and i would go on and on about taufik and how i'm gonna marry him (haha) but i'm feeling utterly lost and depressed.

angry.

so lonely.

and most of all...

betrayed.

for the first time in my life, i feel truly betrayed. and so very angry at myself for not keeping my life in my control.

helpless.

ah fuck it all.

"lonely, i'm mr. lonely, i have nobody, for my own." - akon

20:30

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Pieces-Sum 41

I tried to be perfect

But nothing was worth it

I don't believe it makes me real

I thought it'd be easy

But no one believes me

I meant all the things I said

If you believe it's in my soul

I'd say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That I'm trying to let you know

That I'm better off on my own

This place is so empty

My thoughts are so tempting

I don't know how it got so bad

Sometimes it's so crazy

That nothing can save me

But it's the only thing that I have

If you believe it's in my soul

I'd say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That I'm trying to let you know

That I'm better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect

It just wasn't worth it

Nothing could ever be so wrong

It's hard to believe me

It never gets easy

I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it's in my soul

I'd say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That I'm trying to let you know

That I'm better off on my own

it's an amazing song from sum 41. those depressing power ballads they churn out makes me stop and think abt life. the lyrics are deep and meaningful. yeah.

# i'm better off on my own...

21:00