Saturday, January 15, 2005
i'm baffled. i'm confused. i'm hurt. i'm disappointed. but most of all...
i'm angry.
i don't know what you expect of me. i don't know why you're trying to worm your way into my life. i don't know why you want to know so much when you yourself never tell me anything. i don't know what you want. i don't know what i'm supposed to say.
i'm angry because i don't know what the fuck i did.
i'm angry because i thought i knew you but i don't.
i'm angry because you make me feel so damn guilty.
i'm angry at myself. for thinking you're such an angel. i'm angry at myself because in the past, i thought you were such a sweetheart. and you turned out to be such a selfish little bitch.
i'm angry at myself because i loved all those wonderful times we had together...and now i find they're just a fucking painful reminder.
i'm angry at myself for letting you make me feel so damn guilty.
tell me. talk to me. make things clear to me. tell me what the fuck it is you want because i'm sorry, i can't read your mind.
ah fuck.
I can't forgive,
Can't forget,
Can't give in what went wrong,
Cos you said this was right,
You fucked up my life.
-what went wrong?-
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