dat left me sitting up and looking wildly around. a dream dat left me....shaken.
a dream dat left me...thinking maybe it would be so much better if we didn't talk to each other at all. thinking...maybe it would be so much easier...but would it be any less painful?
running. running, trying to reach you.
calling out your name...screaming. but you never turn. and when you do...you cry.
you fall to the ground. and in my desperation, i try to run faster. but i can't move from dat one spot. no matter how hard i try...i can never reach you.
and suddenly, you're dragged away by a faceless man. and i scream. and you scream. and i fall into darkness. i will never reach you.
and i shoot out of my bed.
you're everywhere now. my mind is so messed up dat i couldn't even concentrate on anything. my mind keeps replaying that dream over and over again. is this a sign? maybe it's juz not meant to be.
but how am i supposed to forget. can i ever forget? especially since practically everyday...dere's someone dere to remind me of you? it wasn't so bad last time...you weren't in my life anymore. so i saw some traits in dat someone dat i saw in you...but it wasn't so painful.
but...now...
now dat ur back...
a painful reminder of amazing memories.
you...
torment me.
fuck. why can't i juz get amnesia?
"cos you're everywhere to me."
19:30
the girl.
Sufi
Family is my heart
Friends are my oxygen
Having fun is my passion
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