Thursday, December 09, 2004
sumtimes....
i wonder how it is u can make me feel so insecure and so confused...
and sumtimes i wonder...
...if it's juz me.
"i'll gif it my all, i swear. i promise i'll make it up to u."
really? part of me wants to try. but another part of me...maybe a bigger part of me won't believe you. maybe dat part of me is juz too...
tired. tired of everything dat happened. tired of the fighting. tired of trying to forget. juz tired. and maybe i'm juz too tired to try again.
wat can i say? i'm juz a j-j-jaded person.
hey you. dun worry about me. if no one's ever told u...ur a guardian angel urself. and sumtimes...it's enuff to me dat someone cares.
and to another you. wish u weren't hurting so much. i can't say i understand how u feel cos i don't...but i'll always be here if u juz wanna gimme a call and...juz cry. i can't promise u the world but i can promise u dat i'll always always be here.
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