Thursday, November 18, 2004
revelations, revelations.
life is so full of surprises. wat a small world it is too.
pple change. i noe dat. still when dey do...it's hard to accept. it's hard to believe. i guess...when u told me, i juz...freaked out. i don't know why. dunno e reason. i guess cos it was coming from YOU. when you told me, i juz forgot to breathe. and everything came to a standstill. i juz stared and stared and stared at your message. an unbelievable message from YOU.
you. i guess u were a constant ting in my life. u were dat fren i had from a wonderful time not very long ago. e fren dat i wld always noe and tink of to bring back good memories. a fren dat i wld remember always juz because you were you. sweet, smart, cute, funny, etc. and i guess ur lyke family to me. haha. and i wld want the best for you. nothing but the best. and i guess i wld be critical. maybe dat's y e news came as a shock to me. it juz nv crossed my mind dat it would happen. haha how stupid of me.
it's lyke dejavu. if i had been dere...i would haf witnessed stuff. dat wld lead me to conclusions. juz lyke laz tyme. yet...it was diff dat time. u nv said anything. u kept it a secret. i dunno why but u did. and i found out only months later? which sucked. but dis time. you actually TOLD me. haf u changed dat much? maybe i've changed too. i dunno.
but i guess...i'm grateful (?) you told me...and dat it came from you. instead of sumone else. it matters dat it came from you and not some gossip session. haha. i guess i'm still shocked. mebbe cos of e way you told me. i was juz caught off guard. haha.
watever it is....to whom it may concern. you better watch out. u hurt my dear fren and i'll hurt you. oh actually anyone hurts my dear frens and i'll hurt you.
and to you. my wonderful fren. all the best in the future. i hope you find happiness. and i'm sorry for seeming so unsupportive. and dun be so pessimistic...thinking of e end when it's juz beginning. love ya lots. *muacKz*
"buckle up for safety, muthafucka."
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