Thursday, November 25, 2004
depressed now.
ra and delon came over earlier in e day. played dai dee. haha. and of course can't forget e usual "i'm damn hungry...i'm gonna die soon" from delon.
dey left ard 3+...and i juz sat ard. s'posed to make cookies. realised no ingredients. so prob gonna make dem tmrw.
went out wif my family to compass pt in e evening. my aunt, nenek, cuzs and all. yep. ate at banquet. it took a while before i cld actually eat even tho i alreadi bought my food long ago. cos had to buy food for everyone. and juz as i sat down, dey asked for drinks. aiyo. tiring sia. haha.
so now i'm back. and i feel...depressed. yep.
juz dis empty feeling in me. no matter how many pple are around me...family, friends...i juz feel...
alone.
guess dat makes you happy huh? finally sufi gets wat she deserves.
well i've decided...
time to forget the past. watever happened...shouldn't matter to me now.
shouldn't...
...but it does.
ahh fuck.
21:19
