Tuesday, November 30, 2004
watched shark tale!! haha. it's lyke damn cute. THE SHRIMP!! (ra ra ra ra ra!!!) THE WORM!! AHHH!!!
haha. i'm crazy. we went to PS. brought back some memories. but which place doesn't eh?
my cute darling ameera (yes ra she's lyke sooo cute rite?! haha) was lyke walking up and down the row. and my cuzs were sooo sooooo sooooooooooo noisy. haha. malu ah go out wif dem. but nvm dey're juz kids. forgive them. haha.
ah well. i'm now over at my aunty's place. in my cuz's room. no, not e cute adorable one (damn)...in e boys room. using e comp. man they're noisy.
he's a fucking bastard. always will be.
stop with the emails. it's driving me crazy.
= this is my way of forgetting. =
01:45
Monday, November 29, 2004
"oh juz fuck off you."
"...i never wanna see you, talk to you, hear from you again!"
"...bitch..."
gonna go watch shark tale in a while. yes i'm VERY slow i noe. haha. but i was way too lazy to watch it after getting so many mixed reviews. but now, since my aunty is gonna treat, mite as well go lah. and the big plus is...AMEERA is going too!! yayyy!!! haha. one smile from her and *poof* all my troubles will disappear.
= this is my way of forgetting =
13:45
you sent me an email. oh wait. 3. why?
so u saw me too.
stop it.
"can't u juz fuck off once and for all?"
yes, i'll throw the words right back in your face.
now leave me alone.
= dis is my way of forgetting =
01:19
Saturday, November 27, 2004
to my dear frens. ra, tracy, jules, lionel, delon, natasha, yulin, louise, dee, nadiah, andi, liza, shakir, khairi (and cute lil' bro!), fariza, amalina (did i 4get anyone?)....
i love you all and thanx for coming to my houz today. really good to see you guys. brought back lots of memories.
especially of cedar. i really miss you guys. *lou. nata. yulin. nad. andi. dee.* all e good old times...wif mdm lam (ger ar ger!), simmy (miss him!) and all the funnyfunny stories. *alien theme playing* wahahahha!
kal ho naa ho is such an amazing movie! haha crycrycry. *ra. jules. lionel. delon.* and yes. EVERYONE cried. (dun gif e excuse got dust in ur eyes, delon...) it was juz sooo sad lah. haha.
tracy. glad u loved the nasi briyani! wahaha.
fariza. ama. glad u cld make it. and i will rem 4th dec!! hope i'm free. haha.
ra. my dearest darling flora. all i can say is thanx for everything. i love you so much.
and to you. wif friends lyke mine...who needs you?
...right?
*dai dee. powder. bridge. "sufi's friend!". the wrong boy coming out of the room(haha). my loser brother and his stupid questions(sorry, lionel). bridge. cleo magazine. pictures. daphne and cheryl phua(wahaha). claz gathering. sleepover at lou's houz. kal ho naa ho.*
ahh love u guys.
can't wait for sleepover on wed!! wahaha.
= this is my way of forgetting. =
22:06
Friday, November 26, 2004
she reminds me of you.
a lot.
jealous freak...
...psychotic bitch.
friends told me u were....and i didn't wanna believe.
now i'm the friend. and he's wif the psycho. haiz. wat's up wif e feeling of fucking dejavu these past few days?????
all because of you...
ah fuck it.
23:15
forget. forget. forget. forget.
damn i can't.
the smile. everytime we meet. you would flash dat smile of yours. no matter how sad i was on dat day, i could not help but smile back. cos dat smile of urs always cheered me up.
"hey. how was your day?" dat smile again.
u were always smiling. u made me happy wif dat smile.
and ur laugh. everytime i cracked a joke or said something lame, you would laugh. (was i even dat funny?) infectious. melodious. hearing you laugh made me tell joke after joke. i would do something stupid juz to hear u laugh.
ur hugs. so enthu dat i almost fell. as if we hadn't seen each other in years when it was only yesterday we met.
ahhh the shopping trips. torture. utter torture. when i gave u dat half dead look on my face, you would laugh and i would start staggering. made u laugh even more. waiting outside e fitting rooms. how tiring.
breakfast at macdonalds. lunch in orchard. dinner at ur houz. u cooked. wanted to show off dat u could cook. ur "great" cooking skills. *baked beans* haha. but u made it. so it was yummy....then.
the early morning smses. the late night smses. good morning. good night. the constant smsing. the SUPER HIGH fone bills.
"hey you. how was school? we did nothing today......"
"...go out today?..."
the fone calls in the dead of e nite. 3 am. 4 am. and we'd talk all e way to 7? 8? the way we'd stare out of the window, sharing e sunrise over e fone. haha.
and suddenly.
you complaining. you whining. you screaming. you blaming me. and pple wonder why my tolerance level is so high.
"....they might be divorcing!"
"oh. don't worry too much..."
"is dat all you can say?! you're so useless sometimes!"
u knew i wasn't good at comforting pple. u knew. but i held on. thinking ur mood swings were cos of problems.
didn't realise we were a problem too.
the fights. small little arguments. always made up after half an hour or less. grew and grew into huge fights. din talk for weeks. in the end, i gave in. i said sorry. you forgave me.
realised after dat how tired i was becoming. carrying the weight of ur problems alongside mine...
i tried. but i failed. i tried being your best friend, confidante, pillar of strength, girlfriend, safety net. tried being there for u, tried comforting u, tried everything. but i realised...
you stopped trying. u stopped being there for me. e morning smses, e sweet smiles...were all gone. and i wondered..were they there in the first place?
your problems. your new clothes. eat where you want. go out when you want. carry your things. listening to what you say. you. you. you.
one huge fight.
the tears. the anger. the sadness. the disbelief. the stupidity of me.
why the fuck am i posting this?
...maybe it's juz my way of forgetting.
02:30
Thursday, November 25, 2004
depressed now.
ra and delon came over earlier in e day. played dai dee. haha. and of course can't forget e usual "i'm damn hungry...i'm gonna die soon" from delon.
dey left ard 3+...and i juz sat ard. s'posed to make cookies. realised no ingredients. so prob gonna make dem tmrw.
went out wif my family to compass pt in e evening. my aunt, nenek, cuzs and all. yep. ate at banquet. it took a while before i cld actually eat even tho i alreadi bought my food long ago. cos had to buy food for everyone. and juz as i sat down, dey asked for drinks. aiyo. tiring sia. haha.
so now i'm back. and i feel...depressed. yep.
juz dis empty feeling in me. no matter how many pple are around me...family, friends...i juz feel...
alone.
guess dat makes you happy huh? finally sufi gets wat she deserves.
well i've decided...
time to forget the past. watever happened...shouldn't matter to me now.
shouldn't...
...but it does.
ahh fuck.
21:19
juz came home. tired.
let's see. today was a pretty nice day. was s'posed to haf dis mini claz outing lah. wif tracy, jules, ra, caroline, me and delon. but wat happened? two not free, two cancelled. haha. so left me and ra.
aniwaes. went to orchard. lyke where else rite? ate, watched THE INCREDIBLES. oh man jack-jack is lyke SOOO SOOO SOOO cute, right flora?!! haha. and dat little boy on e tricycle too! hahaha...yep. e theatre was filled wif awwwwws and oooohs thruout e movie.
oh oh oh! bumped into hoonie! and louise! oh man i miss cedar!! saw wilson too i tink.
kay so we went to heeren for a little while. bumped into joel and co. den went to cine to take neoprints. haha one of e pens was spoilt lah! wahlau. it is official. me and ra are neoprints pose-challenged. haha. we could not tink of any poses. caroline help!! haha. but aniwaes e neoprints turned out pretty nice. love dem. haha.
so went off after dat cos had to go nenek's houz to gif my cuz tuition. haha. oh saw TOM (*ahem* to flora) on e way home. FLORA!! FLORA!! REMEMBER DAT TIME YOU FELL DOWN AT THE VOLLEYBALL COURT!!! WAHAHAHAH!!
evil me.
sengkang. came out of the mrt. and thot i saw dis familiar figure. heart stopped for a minute. oh wat's funny is dat ra saw someone today too. someone she hasn't seen in a long time. juz lyke dat time at parkway parade. and wat's even funnier is...i was wif ra dat time too. dejavu.
she was wif a whole bunch of pple. talking, joking, laughing.
and i juz stopped in my tracks.
hid behind e escalator before she could see me. stupid, i know. but i dunno wat i would haf done if she saw me. or wat she would haf done, for dat matter.
loser. loser. loser. i am such a loser.
dunno. felt something. seeing her so happy. made me...
ahhh fuck. nvm.
e cutest angel in my life. ameera. i love you, you cute little girl you. ahh wat a way to end my day.
wif a kiss on e cheek from my little angel.
00:00
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
i feel like you're hiding something from me.
won't you tell me?
don't cry. please don't cry.
01:24
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
it is official.
i am a tuition teacher! wahaha.
yep. 3 times a week. english and maths. 250 bucks per month. don't cry joel.
heh means i'll be a busybusy person. it'll continue till next year. guess i'm gonna hafta plan my time properly lah. surprisingly, my dad is quite supportive of my giving tuition. muz be his dream of me becoming a teacher. which will NEVER happen. my mom on e other hand, is pretty worried my grades will suffer. hopefully it won't. and hopefully i'm a good tuition teacher. it'll be so dumb if my cuz still fails. *gasp*
haha but her maths is like HOPELESS lah. never mind i shall persevere. haha.
alritey. before dat i went to escape theme park. wif theodora. cos we're november babies! and us special pple get free entry into escape!! hahaha. had lots of fun. screaming and stuff. haha. go kart was awesome. awesome. awesome. the thrill of it. juz wow. haha.
e indoor roller coaster was pretty freaky. haha. sitting in front is damn scary lah. and e turns and whatnot are juz sooo unexpected! haha. pain my whole body kena slam here and dere. haha. but it was fun.
e pple working dere are nice. yep.
my best friend's wedding is on! i loveeeee it!! haha. i shall go watch it. tata~
23:08
Monday, November 22, 2004
"shld i even be worried abt dis? am i blowing it way out of proportion?"
"disappointment? regret? fear? resentment? anger? resignation?"
"i don't know what to do. help me."
fuck...
...don't cry. please don't cry.
21:18
Sunday, November 21, 2004
sleepy. tired. and my feet hurt. haha.
but today was a pretty nice day.
went fariza's place for her hari raya open houz. me, ama, tracy and wilson. haiz we had quite a bit of catching up to do. guess time really does fly.
and wilson! u haf a ear piercing. next time i see u...den wat? nose? eyebrow? haha. den black leather pants and whatnot?? wahaha.
thank you farizaaaaa...for inviting us over. and for e wonderfulwonderful present!!!! haha it's sooo cute lah! can't wait to see you again!
den was s'posed to go my aunt's houz. take bus from bishan. took cab wif wilson and he paid. haha. thanx. aniwaes my parents picked me up from bishan. my cuz's cat is so cute lah! so docile. no scratching, biting, etc. haha.
den went my dad's cuz houz. nice place. but i got a headache from e noise.
i haf a headache now too. choppy ar my entry. haha.
argghhhh!!
yesterday went out wif theodora. to celebrate our birthdays. sort of lah aniwaes. haha. arcade. movie. food.
oh SHUTTER is NOT scary. it's juz e ghost is ugly. haha. but e storyline is pretty cool. e twists and all. go watch. it's not scary. SERIOUS.
*banging my head on the table* go away headache. go awayyyy.
i wanna bake cheesecake wif joel! whenwhenwhen????? sumtimes i wish hari raya wasn't so long. guests are unexpected half e time. longing for cheesecake.
oh dat reminds me. thank you juling my darling for e oreo cheescake/birthday cake. haha it was yummy. and e earrings too. wore dem today! hahaha...yep had sum impromptu party at jules houz on....friday me tinks. yep.
oreo cheescake. yummy. er...jules, tracy, liza, ameera, delon n sean. n me of course. haha. played bridge. worms too. and SOMEONE told us he was gonna trash us...hmmm...but in e end....us GIRLS won! *sticks out tongue*
kay my headache is killing me now. maybe tmrw i shall continue/expand on my entry. blegh.
22:20
Friday, November 19, 2004
fuck.
sorry for whatever dat happened today. i was being a fucking loser.
fucking bus driver. may u rot in hell.
thank you nice lady on the bus.
18:21
Thursday, November 18, 2004
hey you.
thanx. it really meant a lot to me. thank you so so much. love you. so very much.
17:46
revelations, revelations.
life is so full of surprises. wat a small world it is too.
pple change. i noe dat. still when dey do...it's hard to accept. it's hard to believe. i guess...when u told me, i juz...freaked out. i don't know why. dunno e reason. i guess cos it was coming from YOU. when you told me, i juz forgot to breathe. and everything came to a standstill. i juz stared and stared and stared at your message. an unbelievable message from YOU.
you. i guess u were a constant ting in my life. u were dat fren i had from a wonderful time not very long ago. e fren dat i wld always noe and tink of to bring back good memories. a fren dat i wld remember always juz because you were you. sweet, smart, cute, funny, etc. and i guess ur lyke family to me. haha. and i wld want the best for you. nothing but the best. and i guess i wld be critical. maybe dat's y e news came as a shock to me. it juz nv crossed my mind dat it would happen. haha how stupid of me.
it's lyke dejavu. if i had been dere...i would haf witnessed stuff. dat wld lead me to conclusions. juz lyke laz tyme. yet...it was diff dat time. u nv said anything. u kept it a secret. i dunno why but u did. and i found out only months later? which sucked. but dis time. you actually TOLD me. haf u changed dat much? maybe i've changed too. i dunno.
but i guess...i'm grateful (?) you told me...and dat it came from you. instead of sumone else. it matters dat it came from you and not some gossip session. haha. i guess i'm still shocked. mebbe cos of e way you told me. i was juz caught off guard. haha.
watever it is....to whom it may concern. you better watch out. u hurt my dear fren and i'll hurt you. oh actually anyone hurts my dear frens and i'll hurt you.
and to you. my wonderful fren. all the best in the future. i hope you find happiness. and i'm sorry for seeming so unsupportive. and dun be so pessimistic...thinking of e end when it's juz beginning. love ya lots. *muacKz*
"buckle up for safety, muthafucka."
=Taxi=
07:38
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
ahhh i love my family and friends! i am truly blessed.
thank you my dearest friends and cuzs. dee. fariza. oscar. lin. priyanka. joel. nadiah. andi. natasha. linda. anusha. flora. juling. tracy. sean. delon. liza. thanx for all e birthday wishes and smses. veryvery sweet and nice of you pple! actually kinda surprised some of u actually rem/knew when my bday was. haha. *hugs*
thank you my dearest family. my aunty and family. kak ta and family. for dat amazing surprise party at 12am. hahaha. i shall say more on dis later.
thank you anusha. for e amazing wonderful fantabulous GOOD CHARLOTTE cd!!!! i love you i love you i love you i love you!!!!
thank you my lovely darling flora. for sneaking into my room and leaving me a present. dat is so santa claus-y. hahaha i love you so much!! e sneaking in part was kinda creepy. haha but e rez was really really sweet of you. a lovely way to start my day. haha. and e choc was yummy. *muacKz*
sorry and thank you shushu. haha heard u came over to my houz. but i was alreadi out! haha sorry sorry!
kay. so yesterday was my mommy's bday. so my aunty called up and asked us over to gif her a surprise party. so we did. dey bought her a swensens ice cream cake. it was yummy. cookies and cream my fav. haha took lots of pics. and i was watchin TV when i heard e beginning of e HAPPY BIRTHDAY song. i turned and saw my aunty coming out of e kitchen wif another cake!!!! and it was for me. dat was sooo sweet of dem lah. haven 12 yet tho. den dey sang it again before i blew out e candles. haha den at 12am....dey sang it again. haha overdoing it man. 3 whole times. but dat was probably e bez part of my day. haha. i love my family.
so woke up pretty late today. (thus giving flora e opportunity to sneak into my room and leavin me my present. love you!) was s'posed to go out wif mommy...but sum relatives staying over so we couldn't. so i went out wif anusha!!!!! i love anusha!!!! we watched taxi. it's soooo freaking funny lah! laughed lyke MAD. it is a MUST WATCH. haha.
we went far east before dat. took neoprints. so funny. haha. i love taking neoprints. highhhhh~
and now i'm home. missed e conclusion of the champions. shit. i din even noe it would be today lah. haha but i'm watchin e new chinese show. it's pretty funny. i love zoe tay. e best actress dere is. haha.
i noe i'm prob missing out some pple. sorry if i did. so thanks for all the birthday wishes. haha. *muacKz*
"it's been a great, amazing, wonderful day. i love you."
21:09
first of all....
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MOMMY DEAREST!
haha it was yest. which was lyke an hour ago. wasn't even at home to blog. but it's ok. wished her before dis aniwaes.
lol. and happy birthday to me i guess. yay.
shall blog about e wonderful day i will haf at e end of e day. alreadi had a wonderful first hour of my bday. tings can only get better. haha.
tata~
00:57
Monday, November 15, 2004
yup. changed my template. finally. haha. jessica alba is damn hot lah. and i even changed it so it would be a totally black background. wahahha.
aniwaes waiting for some pple to visit. shall blog later. toodles.
14:56
Sunday, November 14, 2004
almost a wk since i laz blogged. guess i was too lazy. too busy wif hari raya stuff. dunno lah.
aniwaes. 1st day of hari raya is officially over in half an hour. and e 2nd day will start soon. haha. today was great. i actually enjoyed myself. maybe cos not everyone was here at once. so it wasn't too crowded. din get a headache at least. lol. at least until e kids came lah. haha.
e nite before slept ard 4? cos we were making begedil. man potato after potato. haha. but nvm it was pretty fun peeling potatoes. s'posed to go to geylang ard 1am but decided not to since we hadn't finished e preparations.
aniwaes. in e morning...went to my aunty's houz. visit nenek. all dat. ameera looked sooo cute lah. in her baju kurung. took pics wif her. shall put dem up wen i haf uploaded dem. ahhhh so cute i tell you. haha.
den went back to my houz. lin was already dere wif her family. brought her fiance. ehwan i tink his name. nv tok to him. but he seems pretty ok. haha. den e rez started coming.
talked wif my cuzs a bit. those ard my age lah. ami's so fricking tall lah. haha. related his ns days to us. haha. quite funny. apparently u hafta to go sing baa baa black sheep in one corner reallyreally loudly. punishment. haha.
e baju dis year pretty nice. rozie's was dis green one. and lin maroon. and both had e satin/silk/cloth piece attached to it. dey looked very pretty. haha. me...dun even talk about lah. it's wow enough i was actually wearing a baju kurung. wif all e extra sparkles and shiny stuff added...no thanks ar. haha.
i guess e great ting abt having a hugeeee extended family is dat everyone chips in. it was lyke pot luck. everyone brought something. chicken, satay ting, sambal prawn, sayur lodeh, lontong, begedil, sambal goreng, etc. everything was yummy.
and of course cannot forget e jawa songs. hahahahahah. dat was damn funny lah. kept playing and playing. we were lyke...when is it ever gonna end??!!!
played worms. wif ami n my little bro. man. both cannot make it lah. haha. but it was fun. dey all left ard 7 i guess. den some other guests came. din noe who sum of e guests were. haha but dey seemed to noe me. so i juz smilesmile and nod my head. haha.
dunno wat else to say lah. tmrw's another day of raya-ing. visiting, being visited, etc.
my week's been packed.
wed. school obviously. day of submission for gpf. hectic day man. whole day skip claz cos we had to finish it. op was postponed again cos jules still not feeling well. but aniwaes gpf was done. i did reflections for my grp. damn funny. shld haf saved a copy. damn. haha.
thur. deepavali. invited delon, jules, ra, caro, sean, tracy, ameera to my houz for fun. only delon, ra and jules turned up. haha. played charades...e usual lah. fun. but i was sick. so felt a bit subdued i guess.
fri. school again. skipped one lecture. accidentally k. thot it started at 10.25. haha actually dat was e time it ended. haha aniwaes e rez also skipped. played cards...bridge. den went for lit, geog...played some more bridge. went home and slept. ahh sleep is good when ur sick.
sat. made brownies. followed e recipe properly...and it turned out e way it was s'posed to! yessa! dat reminds me. everyone loved my brownies and cookies. haha shld consider opening a business so i can make money. pple can order from me. cookies especially. they're my specialty. let's see...one bottle...$10?? dat's reasonable rite? haha. shall bring some on wed for frens. so aniwaes on sat did e rez of e hari raya stuff too.
oh wells. shall go sleep or watch tv or sumthin. toodles.
"got quite a bit of money today. yay. lol. hmm 3 more days."
23:27
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Quoting CAROLINE TAN LI SHAN: "We don't know how to think."
wahahahaha!! i can be so evil.
yep. pw meeting today. our last ever. i tink. *ameerajulesdelonsufi* hmm met in sch. den went my houz. did a bit of pw and den slacked e rez of e time. [delon n ameera: to refresh your me-mo-ry] haha. ameera left first cos she was meeting her friends. so me, jules and delon left. dat caroline n flora called up to ask me go geylang serai. eeks so tired lor. haha had delon talk to dem. i was in e 'toilet'. dey wanted him to go as well. he was lyke...come over here after ur geylang trip lah. (wow. invite dem over lyke it's his houz lyke dat. haha sort of lah. spend so much time here.) played WORMS again. haha. den delon left to put back pw file. flora and caroline came. talked abt e burger boy and afro guy in geylang. wahahaha.
den played charades again. me n delon in e same team. caroline n ra in e same team again. jules din wanna play. hahahha. it was damn funny. caroline has only one action. throwing her hands up in e air. or down. hahahaha...dat delon took pics of her again. freaking funny.
caroline: carry! cradle! home! carry! cradle! home! (sounds familiar, doesn't it? think joey from FRIENDS when he was playing pyramid game. *paper, snow, a ghost!*)
another eg.
caroline: 9!8!7! 7! 7! (dumbdumbdumb)
haha jules joined in after a while. e funniest was probably RUGBY HOT SHOTS. wahahahaha!!! i was lyke.......... hahahahha!
oh actually e funniest was CAPTAIN UNDERPANTS!!!! dat was damn freaking funny. i juz laughed until my stomach hurt. yes me and jules were on the same wavelength today. *captain underpants. in the shadows.* wahlau. haiz OF COURSE we won again. lost count of e pts. but pretty certain we won AGAIN. haiz. some pple juz cannot make it. and yes, caroline, i'm talking abt you n flora.
(guessing gay blade...obviously delon thot of it. tribute to sean. haha.)
flora: *points at delon*
caro: garbage!
flora: *keeps pointing frantically at delon*
caro: er...idiot! rubbish! gay!!! gigolo!!!!
poor delon. me and jules were laughing lyke mad. and he was lyke wahlau. haha. i tink e worst was probably gigolo. caroline juz insulted him lyke 5-6 times in half a minute?? hahahah. evil evil caroline.
haha we played pyramid game after jules left. dat was funny too. man...me and delon got separated. so we were lyke...
delon: good luck to you. (i got caroline lor.)
sufi: good luck to you too. (he got ra lah.)
playing wif caro...wahlau. it was luck we won lah. or mebbe cos ra was on delon's team. hmm. hahahaha...
sufi: opposite of west!
caro: south!
sufi: WEST!!!! (man her sense of direction ar...)
caro: orh east east!!!!!
sufi: *point frantically at ra*
caro: indian!
sufi: e country?
caro: india! india! india!
sufi: u work in a...? organisation!!
caro: company!!! company!!
sufi: so put all together??
caro: east company!!!!
sufi: no!!!
*laughs*
caro: oh oh india company!
*we all laughing lyke mad ready*
sufi: opp of west plus e country plus e organisation lah!!! (put it all together caroline!!)
caro: ORH! umm umm...east india company!!!
DUMB. DUMB. DUMB. call herself a history student. hahaha. can die man. i noe e reason why ra and caroline keep losing. haha. it's cos dey panic SO easily!!! dey juz keep screaming and stuff. wen i played wif caroline...i was lyke calm down lah! but her voice juz kept getting higher and louder.
she was supposed to guess THE UNBEATABLES.
sufi: ooohh dat gambling show! e one wif zoe tay! er...dat chinese show!!!
caro: OHHHH! gambling den!!!
sufi: nonononono!!
i started beating delon cos he was rite next to me. trying to make her guess e word 'beat'. maybe she wld be able to guess.
but nooooo...
she juz started hitting delon too. hahahaha. sorry man. was getting as panicky as her. wahahah.
(tanjong pagar football club)
sufi: *points to delon* he's from which school?
caro: um um...temasek!
sufi: NO! *delon was lyke huh??*
sufi: what katong?!!
caro: oh!!! tanjong katong!!
sufi: yes! another word for soccer.
caro: huh?
sufi: soccer! another word for it?
caro: er ball? huh?
WAHLAU.
sufi: SOCCER!!! another word!
caro: HUH?! i dunno! i dunno!
FOOTBALL. dearest caroline. FOOTBALL.
hahaha. delon was facing difficulties as well. apparently talking to ra is lyke...talking to a wall. don't hate me, ra. hahaha. (oh dat reminds me of caroline! she was s'posed to act out GREAT WALL OF CHINA. and her actions seemed suspiciously lyke ARMAGEDDON.)
(delon s'posed to guess 'world cup anthem')
ra: u noe soccer?! e hugest competition! e biggest ever competition they can haf! wat is it?!! u noe?!!
delon: anthem?!!
*me and caro...huhhhh??*
(we were lyke...ra was describing world cup. how e hell did he guess anthem instead? hahaha)
me and delon kept insulting caroline and ra. haha and yes another successful day of not insulting delon. nicenice me. evilevil caroline.
delon: *shaking my hand* congrats. u won.
sufi: haha thank god. wif caroline on my team summore.
sufi: *shaking delon's hand* congrats. u din lose dat badly. esp since u haf ra on ur team.
hahahah! i tink e no of times ra and caroline hit me today ar...wahlau. violent man those two girls. hahaha. usually dey juz hit delon. but i was a victim today.
yes. when crazy girls attack!
today was damn funny. juz laughed lyke mad again. haha hanging out wif dem is fun lah. dunno whether it's e games or e pple. prob both. esp caroline. and armageddon. e whole swinging-ur-arms-wildly-hoping-ur-partner-gets-e-right-ans happened again. haha. for everything she acted. EVERYTHING.
i guess when e four of us are together...we can juz expect gossip(lots of it), games, lame jokes and FUN.
*flora. e evil one. delona. sushi.* (e sushi ting is another story for another time. haha.)
still remember hansel and gretel though. we found a hansel and gretel song. actually it's dis song by bump of chicken. very fairytale-ish. can juz imagine a little boy and girl skipping ard in e field. wif e fake background made of paper. haha.
and flora. ur picture was so damn cute lah. i am sooo tempted to put it up on my blog. she won't let me tho. haha i shall respect her wishes. won't post it on e blog. but i'll send to anyone who wants to see. wahahaha!
caroline. evil evil girl. u and ur dumb armageddon. wahahahhahaha! and of course. "we don't know how to think!" wat e hell?? haha nv wanna be in e same team as u again man.
delon. we rock man. ultimate champions as usual. sad we were separated during pyramid game. if not we wld haf given e ra and caroline a trashing. AGAIN. *yawn*
jules. getting better i hope?? haha. yes, today u were great at charades. we OBVIOUSLY share an understanding. hahahahahah...
went mcdonalds after dat. walked to white sands. ra and caroline were lyke dead lah. muz haf been their very short geylang trip. haha no stamina. n dey kept asking abt stars. look up. muz be aeroplanes. haha. delon trying diff types of walks. dere's one where he looking lyke he's trying to walk on e moon. wahahaha. talked abt flying cockroaches too. apparently, if a cockroach flies, it's pregnant. according to delon aniwaes. hmm. interesting.
*captain underpants. great wall of china. east india company. world cup anthem. deep impact. erin brockovich. winnie the pooh. smurfs. wellington bear. lose yourself. mango pudding. rugby hot shots. in the shadows. temasek tower. tanjong pagar football club.1 million magnets. 24 thousand 4 hundred markets (i tink). devils vs angels. gay blade. mathematical inducation (wth. we dun even take maths lah). hell song. drops of jupiter. jelly...thoughts/tots? (no idea wat it is lah).*
*sideways glances at winnie the pooh. obvious cheating. evil caroline. ra's cute fringe. delon's horrified look in mcdonalds. refreshing your me-mo-ry. pyramid game. insults all around. lasagne at jules' houz? (yummy). charades. eye candy (wahaha) flying cockroaches. wriggling lizard's tail. fun. fun. fun.*
"We don't know how to think!"
::quoting Caroline Tan Li Shan::
21:43
Monday, November 08, 2004
oooh weeeee....
today was a good day. fun. fun. fun. haha and yes caroline. e final score is 5-2. i shall start from e beginning of e day. was s'posed to haf op but jules was damn sick lah. poor ting. get better k? aniwaes e other grps had their op and it was so scary. asked so many questions...eeks.
yep so after dat...caroline and flora wanted to go watch movie. asked me along. and once again when i got no money. it was at home. but i went aniwaes. sean was also goin orchard but he was meetin michelle and shushu was oso goin but to lavender. so aniwaes...in e end it was me, flora, caroline and delon. went to scotts so dey cld eat...actually more delon eating lah. haha breakfast apparently. timecheck:11am.
sat dere for e next hour? talked, talked, talked. aniwaes...i haf a bet wif caroline. dat i can be nice to delon for a whole week. sheesh no problem man. i am a nice person after all. *ahem ahem* den caroline and flora wanted to go take neoprints. i had no money man. was unwilling but went aniwaes. haha it was fun. screamed (as usual) and took funny funny poses. delon especially. wahahaha.
hmm den went to gelares. where delon had brownie ice cream(kept complaining he was hungry at diff intervals. haha) and e other two had ya kun kaya toast. den i tink we stayed dere for e nxt 2 hours and talked..haha bitched too. had a good laugh. played 7-up and dis stupid game of caroline's called 'chicken backside'. it is such a lammmeeee game. hahaha...
aniwaes we decided to go flora's houz after dat. juz hang out and play cards. played dai dee as usual. and stress n taiwanese heart attack. so fun lah. ra's reflexes...wahlau cannot make it lah. haha...and oh mann ra and caroline haf such sharp and long fingernails. i had a cut on my hand cos of their violent nature. hahaha...
ate dinner dere. den we went up to play charades. me and delon ended up in one team agst caroline n ra. wahahahah! we rock man! we won. 5-2. we are so totally on e same wavelength. haha. so fun. he is a damn good actor and i'm a damn good guesser lah. hellllooo?? i tink e bez one was HANSEL N GRETEL. i was lyke wth are u doing?? den he suddenly started eating his bag and started skipping and i juz shouted it out. hahaha we rock. den got THE INCREDIBLES, HAIRY WALRUS, etc. hahaha...can't rem e rez lah. caroline and flora were damnnn funny. everytime dey acted, delon wld start taking their pics. it was sooo funny. got one we gave dem was A FARTING HIPPOPOTAMUS(no idea how to spell) and we let dem go past their time limit juz so we cld haf a laugh. wahhaha...den e bez was prob ARMAGEDDON. caroline acted it out. and delon almost passed out from laughing. it was damn freaking funny lah.
haha k went home after dat. missed a bit of my 9 o clock chinese show. dammit. but yay jiajun and kaixin are back together! woohoo.
*bicycle accidents. car accidents. bus accidents. standing outside e principal's office. first day of school with two bright blue casts. sitting on e road with a bleeding head. rolling down e stairs with a bicycle. cute fringe. dai dee. taiwanese heart attack. slow reflexes. charades. delon n me being CHAMPIONS. trashed them. being nice all day long. caroline the evil. armageddon. economy class syndrome. sign language. lameness.*
love you guys.
hmm...my day yesterday was also pretty fun. went geylang wif dee. damn tiring lah. walked ard until lyke 9 or 10? bought dendeng. n e fish sticks keropok ting. forgot e name. haha...fun lah. we buka at e kfc dere and dis guy who worked dere was so damn nice lah. i tink his name was jason. e place was packed and we were lyke standing ard trying to find seats. n jason went ard helping us find seats. so sweet. thank you!
hmm got headache from walking ard man. so tired. got locked out of e houz. dammit. for lyke one hour. forgot to bring my key and my whole family was out. wahlau. even more tired. haha.
but i had fun. dis past few days haf been amazing. i missed going out wif dee. love you sweetheart. *muacKz*
hmm i feel lyke i missed out something. nvm.
"garbage disposal unit. caro:point at him lah! delon: garbage! wahahahha!"
::Caroline is Evil::
21:45
Sunday, November 07, 2004
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23:32
Saturday, November 06, 2004
i miss you. 
18:43
i tink i blogged too little on our little outing yesterday. i woke up dis morning...k fine afternoon...feeling so happy. and juz lying in bed, thinking about e fun i had yesterday...and when i read my blog juz now...i found myself smiling. beaming. laughing.
when i beeped my ez link and walked past e control station, i wondered were they were. i looked left, looked right...and finally caught sight of fariza and ama. as i walked towards dem, i felt dis smile forming on my face and dis warm feeling in my stomach cos i hadn't seen dem for so long. (not taking into acct e brief moment i bumped into ama b4 dat. wahah) den i stood in front of dem and said hi, feeling extremely high....dunno whether it's cos i was hungry or cos i was juz soo happy to see dem. (muz haf been both) den i looked to my right cos dis guy was facing us and i was omg! it's oscar! yes, how he's changed.
e way we talked, joked, laughed...it felt lyke we hadn't been apart for...gee how long has it been? 6 months? it felt lyke i was sitting dere wif a bunch of my clazmates...juz having seen dem e day before. it felt sooo...comfortable i guess. it felt great. i felt happy. every one of their faces brought back a memory.
*cafe cartel and e crazy old man who asked oscar for a french fry~playing pool at escape all day long~e nuggets, roti john, prata, etc. at e makcik's stall~pizza hut and our arm wrestling competitions~ms. riviera scolding us in e aquarium~e times we had PE and tracy couldn't kick e ball!~lit lessons and playing pepsi cola in e music room~those times we hung out at oscar's houz, playing cards~WE CARE!*
*mrs goon*ms g*mr chua*ms riviera*mr tan(i tink dat's his name.whoops)*mr singh* (did i miz out anyone?)
dere were juz so many things we did together in dat 3 months...and in dat short time i had found friends for life. true, we don't meet as often as i would like...and we're in totally diff schs...but dey'll always be in my memories. and in my heart, they'll always be my amazing jc claz. my amazing friends from 1A04.
and i found myself wishing dey were really part of my claz. havin fariza and ama wif me in malay claz wld be a blast. dem hanging out wif me, tracy n jules during our free periods...when d rez are havin maths (haha). our PE sessions were i noe dey wld love ms tan n ms yau too. bitching together...hmm...havin oscar as one of e guys in my claz wld be amazing. but i wld wonder if he would hang out wif us girls or wif e 3 guys. haha...imagining e fun we wld haf had on love meridian day, cheerleading, etc. i noe dey would love my A301 as much as i do.
eatz19. i will always remember that place.
chanting, prayers, rapping, my expressive ways (lol), oscar's lame mat joke[wat do u call a tiny mat? MINImat!...ya so we all knew e ans. gd try oscar], lemon water, pepper water, funny tasting fish, yummy chicken, seafood soup, garlic bread, weapons/what happens in worms, oscar's blur looks, malay cookies...
our walk back home. e pics. oscar's hair. fariza's CUTE pics. e pink backgrd of accessorize. crossing e road w/o getting killed. taking pics together.
somehow i din want e day to end. i wanted to spend more time wif dem. cos it's been such a long time. but at least i got to meet dem. miss e rez of e guys from 1A04 tho. hope to see dem someday. really do miss dem.
haiz. love you guys.
"meet on sunday at 4 at eunos to go for ama's ting at henderson park? plsplspls??"
13:25
wahaha it's e four of us...taking pic in e middle of e road. *ama*fariza*sufi*oscar* wheee~
13:20
Friday, November 05, 2004
i had a blast today. yep. FUN was the only word for it.
kay so besides e malay exam i had in e morning i mean. haha.
aniwaes after dat i went to meet theodora cos she wanted to shop. so we went orchard...spent e dae dere...lyke from 12+ to abt 5? yep. we went zara, mango, giordano...all sorts of places lah. she bought dis cute butterfly earrings. pretty nice. haha. talked a lot...haven seen her for so long. really did miss her. hahahaha...
k so after dat i went to meet fariza, ama n oscar! we went to buka at eatz19. great place. bring ur frens dere. it's at bugis dere. nice atmosphere. ESPECIALLY e music. hahahhaa...so yep had a lot of fun. i laughed so much...as fariza said...haven laughed so much e whole week. oh man i love my frens. i really did miss dem a lot a lot. haha...oscar really looked diff...lyke his hair man! sooo long ready. when i saw him...it took me a minute to recognise him. hahaha...alah...power lah oscar!
pepper water, lemon water wif a touch of tea, fish in water. wakakaka...aiyoh...parking ticket can become party....wahlau. so fun lah. we took some pics and oscar you cow...make it seem lyke we force you to take lyke dat. hahaha...true only to a SMALL extent ok...haha...
ahhhh i love dis day. thank god i haf a blog to record all dis and put some pics!!! farizaaaa i wannn!!!! haha later when i get dem i put up. woooohooo...
i love you!!!!
~fARizAaMaLinAthEOdOraOscaR~
kay missed e s'pore idol results show. but i heard leandra got kicked out!!! yay! like finalllyyyyy!!! hahaha...man i gotta go watch shark tale. according to movie buff oscar, it's CUTE.haha...riteeee...kayyyy...
to fariza: thank youuuu sososo much for e pics!!!
hope you all had a great day...i asked cos WE CARE!!! (wahahahaha u temasekee!)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIN!!!!
"what new weapons?....er what happens? wait did u ask me about weapons or wat happens?...nvm let's change e subject."
21:41
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21:27
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
geylang sipaku geylang.
wahaha went to geylang wif my dearest darling nenek. i love her! aniwaes she wanted to buy me an anklet. so i said ok. it's gold. so gold. and so noisy! it has dis bell on it. hahaha...and she bought me white gold earrings. den we walked ard...she bought so many things lah. 2 carpets, a lot of kueh, pineapple, bananas, eggs, dis decorative ting,etc. guess who had to carry? haha. bingo.
oh man i love her. when i get my license n my job (when, not if), i'll drive her ard and splurge on her. my darling nenek. *muacKz*
buka-ed at nenek's houz. yummy. i love her cooking.
i miss my 1a04.
~fariza*ama*theo*nalyn*gladys*gina*sufi*charmaine*natalie*
oscar*wilson*jeremy*weiliang*whye keat*vincent*~
haiz.
fifth element now. yay.
"of anklets and carpets."
22:23
watching notting hill now. it is such a sweet movie.
watched LADDER 49 juz now wif ra, caroline and sarah. it is sooo sad. i cried so much dat i didn't tink there was any water left in me. oh man...e way they present firefighters. woah. can't say much abt e movie...cos *sum* pple are gonna watch it. and dun want me to reveal e plot. all i can say is....bring a box of tissues. you are SOO gonna need it.
sliding down e pole looked fun. i wanna be a firefighter. wahahhaha.
there's fifth element tmrw. i love dat movie.
read sum disturbing crap on joel's blog. abt a bunch of pple wif a blog to slam the SC. call demselves THE THREE MUSKETEERS? oh pls gimme a break. go hang yourselves. u must be SO pleased u haf such publicity on so many different blogs. any publicity is good publicity eh? hoping we will be enlightened on how the SC will bring about e doom of MJ *screams* if everyone knows abt ur hateful blog? wat a joke. hardy-har-har. e issue is more...u n ur cowardly ways of slamming the SC(n their very pissed off tags) rather den e problems of e SC.
i mean...fine u wanna insult e SC...go ahead. everyone has their flaws. everyone bitches abt everyone else. but come on, using dat insane title? whatever. juz reveal yourselves. no one really cares. i'm sure e SC noes dere are students out dere who hate them. heck, e only thing i'm disturbed is by e fact dat u pple go ard insulting e SC anonymously(or at least b4 ur identities were revealed)...haiz. get a life.
haha actually i juz burst out laughing when i read the tag-board on their stupid blog. dey're blaming e SC. *trance-lover* passes e blame on to e admin and has dreams of overthrowing dem...wat next? blame MOE? e govt? overthrow dem too? lol. n of course we haf peace-loving creatures lyke *?*. good for you. wondering if ur from e science fac. hmm...and of course can't forget e trance track.*shivers* raised some debate too. how important.
oooh i'm bitching about T3M. wow. juz lyke how dey are abt e SC......oh wait.
i haf an actual name. isn't dat nice?? u shld try using urs sometime.
oh wells. feel lyke sleeping now.
to joel: mmaaaaaooooowwww.
to anu: calm down girl. dun tink abt whoever it is. dun waste ur time. smile.
to tracy: two words...SHANE WEST. *faints*
to everyone else: goodnite and sweet dreams. *muaCKz*
"i'm just a girl...standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her."
-Notting Hill-
01:10
Monday, November 01, 2004
do you think....
nah...
could it really be true...
that they...
that she...
no way...
hmmm...
dis is confusing...
haiz shldn't haf meddled in their affairs...
"i love you tracy."
23:22
