my whole class is gonna be promoted. thank god. dun feel lyke blogging about my day rite now. tho it was fun. maybe i'll do dat tmrw.
cos only one thing has been on my mind today. death.
death is everywhere. yup i'm stating the obvious here. it's inevitable. unavoidable. it can happen anytime. anywhere. any way. heart attacks. car accidents. suicide. murder. whatever. point is, i might juz lose someone i really love at any second. a friend, a family member, a neighbour. and obviously, someone might juz lose me. what if i were to die today? tomorrow? what if one day, on my way to school, i get knocked down by a bus? a bus dat is packed wif MJ students and...friends?
i've never had anyone close to me die...yet. and i'm thankful for that. but it will happen one day. juz like today. i barely knew him. met him twice in my whole entire life. my uncle. i may not feel a deep sense of loss, but how about my father, my grandfather...my grandfather, a man whose children are dying before him.
and i feel...what if one day...i were to get a call...
"there was an accident..."
"...heart attack..."
"i'm sorry."
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
tears. bitterness. mourning. funerals. graves.
death. it's everywhere. happens everyday. but will i be able to handle it when death comes too close? i hope never to find out. but i will. and when that time comes...
....
...
when i say i love you...i mean it.
i do love you.
"the emptiness in my heart. the darkness in my soul. leave me."
20:08
the girl.
Sufi
Family is my heart
Friends are my oxygen
Having fun is my passion
Music is my soul
