Sunday, September 05, 2004
you are a fucking asshole. you know it. you don't care. you will never care. you tink you'll always control my life. well think again. i'll be gone soon enough. let's see how you're gonna control me then. don't even try. you can't. just like you couldn't with her. she will never come back. and it's all because of you. i liked her. but you drove her away. she couldn't stand you. in fact, they couldn't stand you. neither can i. you lost her. by the way, you lost me a long time ago. just like her. and you're going to lose him soon enough. he will escape you. just like her. just like how i'm going to. and all you'll have left is an amazing woman trapped and bound to you. a great woman who will never be able to escape. but we will. so you can't do anythin about it. big fucking deal. life's a bitch, get over it. just fuck off and leave me alone. i don't need the fights. i don't need the screaming and shouting. i don't need the anger. i don't need the hate. i don't need the tears.
and i definitely don't need you.
i just realised this is my 100th blog entry. what a way to use it. lol.
my cuz came over today. ameera is so cute. i love her. i feel so blessed to be able to watch her grow up. haha. *muacKz muaCkz*
not in much of a mood to say anythin else.
"you will never scream at me again. never."
19:24
