it was ameera's 2nd bdae party juz now...she's so cute i tell you...she was lyke screaming and laughing when she saw me...ahhh i lurve her! haha...not a lot of pple were dere at dat time...lin, ida, mama...den kakak ta came wif da family...den i found out azfar's family came too...haha...din even noe dey were coming...oh well...
den it was sooooo cute...ameera was lyke hugging dem and trying to kiss them on e cheek! ahhh so cuteeee!!! hahahaha...wish i had a camera to take e pic...my god if she were older, she would be totally coming on to dem! but she's only 2 so she can get away wif anything! hahaha...it was sooooo funny...
i borrowed lin's jet cd...ah i love jet. dey rock. haha...today has been a really great day. a real contrast to yesterday...oh well life isn't perfect.
i felt numb to everything. felt numb to the world, to my friends, to myself.
sometimes i wish the numbness would just swallow me whole. i wish it would just take me away from everything.
a knife wif jagged edges. stab and twist.
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the girl.
Sufi
Family is my heart
Friends are my oxygen
Having fun is my passion
Music is my soul
