Thursday, August 12, 2004
i'm in the library now...it's a free period...haiz malay after dis man...
aniwaes we were playing charades juz now...were s'posed to haf lit but ms rehana din come again...and we had to stay in the claz until bell ring...so we played charades to pass e time..aniwaes it was super fun.
some of e phrases/titles/words we gave were super lammmmeeeee...haha esp delon's LAW OF DIMINISHING RETURNS...which tracy had to act out sadly...haha...and sean's stupid HYDROELECTRICAL POWER...haha i mean come on man....but it was bloody fun man...haha...i had to act out INDIANA JONES:TEMPLE OF DOOM! haha damn funny...delon had to act out TURNING BACK TO YOU...he kept spinning and spinning...hhahahaha...shushu had to act out PANDA BEAR...haha...funny lah...tmrw jules gonna bring her charades game...so much funnn!!!
haha aniwaes...after playing charades...i started thinking how related it was to life...i mean in charades, you try so hard to make someone understand what you're acting out...and it gets frustrating when they don't after a long time...but when they do, you feel relieved...i s'pose it's the same in life. you try so hard to make people understand your actions and what you say....you try so hard and yet they never understand...and when they don't, all you want to do is give up. drop everything and just stop trying...
and yet if you persevere...and people finally get you...is it the same with charades? do you know when someone finally understands you...finally truly knows u? would you ever know? and sometimes it makes me wonder...has anyone understood me yet? and if they did...did i haf the same feeling of relief like in charades?
truth is...i feel that no one can really understand another person...no one can really truly know someone...even if someone pours out his/her heart and soul into a blog...no one can truly understand him/her...because we're not the same. we're all different...how can we truly know each other? den it brings me to dis question...do we know ourselves? we should, shouldn't we? but...do we really?
who am i?
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