i was juz looking through e messages on my tag board...and i felt a pang of guilt. i s'pose i haven been trying hard enough when it comes to keeping in touch wif old friends. for that, i'm so sorry.
my entries i realised haf always been abt my new claz, my new friends. how much i love A301...how much i love my clazmates...how much fun i haf going out wif dem. and now...i tink...wat abt my old classes? wat about my old friends? haf we really drifted that far apart? haf i been too caught up in my own life...dat......i've become selfish?
i juz realised it's been ages since i last talked to friends from cedar, save for those in mJ...or those few i've managed to actually keep in touch wif. i spent 4 years of my life there...and what now?
den i realised...wat abt the friends i juz separated from 5 months ago? those friends i've made this year...friends that i spent so much time wif, playing pool, hanging out at each other's houses, having chalet...my beloved ex-claz 1A04 in sR...i juz realised i haven talked to them for so long. am i really dat busy, so much so that i can't even say hi to them on msn when i see them? guilt. dat's wat i'm feeling right now. i miss them. i really do. and i feel even more guilty for not doing anything about it. all talk no action...wat kind of a friend am i?
*friends for life..........right?*
13:09
the girl.
Sufi
Family is my heart
Friends are my oxygen
Having fun is my passion
Music is my soul