LIFE SUCKS. today i had school again...but dat's not y i tink life's a bitch. i had a fight wif my dad twice in e span of 12 hours...and i seriously felt lyke juz dropping everythin and running. of course my mood was totally affected and i juz couldn't concentrate in school...juling darling noticed and asked me wat's wrong...but i hate toking about fights i haf wif my dad. cos i noe i'll juz end up getting really pissed off AGAIN and....
but hey...i've pretty much calmed down now...at least i tink i haf...haiz...was gonna watch shrek 2 today wif fariza...but due to circumstances, i was forced to stay home and give my dad a murderous glare every time i saw him which was not often cos i was pretty much locking myself in my room most of e time.
i really felt myself HATING a lot juz now. problem is...i tink i was hating myself too. hating everything. hating life. i found a reason to hate everything. truly hating.
HATE and ANGER.
it really sucks being e eldest. it really does.
19:09
the girl.
Sufi
Family is my heart
Friends are my oxygen
Having fun is my passion
Music is my soul
