omg i totally hate econs paper! 3 hr 10 min non stop writing, thinking, using my brain...arGh was so totally drained after dat.,..but i let out a sigh of relief after dat man! like *phew* it's finally over!
aniwaes i got another three papers...hAiz u noe most of e sci pple finish tmrw...but us poor lit students haf to endure a day extra cos we haf soooo many lit papers! 3 of dem...hAha and e laz paper's lyke only an hour! hafta wake up early juz for an hr of writing...daMn. den dey said dey selling our lit bks at 11am?! we hafta wait 2 bloody hours?? like helloooo??? i'm going out after my lit paper so i'm totally not gonna stay back...i shall ask someone nice to buy for me...haAHa...
hMm aniwae i'm so in love with LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE by JET...it is sooo awesome. here's e lyrics!
LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE by JET
Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you,
'Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to prove,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seemed like such fun until you lose what you had won
Ooh oo
Give me back my point of view 'cause I just can't think for you,
I can hardly hear you say, what should I do? Well you choose
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone,
A fool of everyone
Take my photo of the wall if it just won't sing for you,
'Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone,
A fool of everyone
SO NICE...
20:59
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
hAiz...juz had my lit paper today...utopiam lit that is...and dey asked us to gif a marxist critique abt dis text. it was dat stupid song GO WEST...argh it's kinda irritating. i tink i screwed it up tho...shit. oh well i s'pose the only ting i like about lit papers are that dey're like 1 or 1 1/2 hrs long...hahaha...
i juz found out i hate doing exams in the LT...my neck hurt man from bending down to write...i had to stretch every 15 min or somethin...hAha...but at least dere's air con...so i shouldn't complain rite?!
oh man...tmrw i haf a 3 1/2 hours paper! econs! in the clazrooms! where dere's no air con...diieeeee! non stop summore! no break at all man! sheesh...
hAiz...i changed dat chunk of words above my tag board! i still dunno wat to call it...every time i try to describe it...i find myself saying words like 'chunk' or 'thing'...haha...i tink i'll call it CHURDS! (CHunk of woRDs?) den again...maybe not. BLURB BLURB BLURB!!!! i'll call it a blurb!1!!! thank you farizaAAA!!!!
21:39
Monday, June 28, 2004
had my geog exam today...haha i obviously screwed it up since i din study dat much...possibly din study at all...hAha...i din haf anythin to write for qn 1 cos it was on a topic i din even read at all...so my first qn was lyke 4 lines long. shit. haha...
all in all it wasn't as bad as i thot it would be...i din feel lyke i was doing an exam actually...hAha stupid man...i had so much time to look ard and look at pple's shoes...everyone was lyke busy writing something...i din haf anythin to write...haha...suhaila and imran were sitting on either side of me and dey were both writing so fast...imran's watch was so noisy...kept hitting on e table when he wrote...hAha...
everytime e teacher looked at me i was doing something else instead of writing...haha...
i feel lyke eating cookie...haha my mom juz bough chipsmore...oh well shall go read my lit...and eat cookies. yUm. bubbYe.
19:33
Sunday, June 27, 2004
it's 5.17 in the morning...i'm actually mugging for my exams which is technically tmrw. i have been studyin for 4 hours str8 and i'm finally taking a break...haha...i'm in the middle of a mindmap for water pollution. gEog's not so bad once you actually read the lect notes...not as boring as i thot it wld be. i shall devote the rest of e dae to geog and finally be done with it in approx 29 hrs...i tink...haha...watever lah...
den i shall start mugging lyke mad for my lit paper...which is my utopian lit...i tink. i shall ask my frens when i see dem juz to make sure. i tink utopian lit's gonna be ok...it's a whole load of crapping man...and lit's mostly based on ur opinions aniwaes...haha...
i noe i'm gonna fail geog tho...shld haf studied earlier. well too late for regrets...my own fault. haha..my fav subject yet most feared...econs is on e wed...hAiz...3 h 10 min paper! non stop!!!! i will die of a sprained hand and numb butt after dat. i muz rem to buy ink refills...skali run out of ink in e middle...i die man...and shit it's in e clazrooms...not lts...sure to be hot....hahhaha...
thur my lit paper again...i think it's shakespeare?? dunno lah...or izzit pc? Haiz...i dun even noe...den it's malay...hAha...at least it's easier den my other subjects...i haf a feeling i'll pass dat...wow...
my laz paper's lit again...haha...den i'm free and i'll go watch spider-man 2!!!!
aniwaes i shall study for promos earlier...or else i'm sure to be retained...haIz...
oh yah...france crashed out. can't believe it. i juz switched on e tv...sweden VS holland. seems lyke it's penalties now...dey're tied on it...4-4...hmmm...let's see how it turns out...everyone's so bloody tense man...hAha....poor soccer players...muz be stressed out...e goalkeeper even more. oh stupid holland goalkeeper so smug he blocked e ball. Loser.
k fine...holland has won. oh it's e horse's team. haha i'm referring to nistelrooy of course...poor sweden...hAiz...i shall continue on my geog now...my back is killing me...hAiz...ok tata!
05:16
Friday, June 25, 2004
omg euro 2004 is e worst! i can't believe it! england got beaten by portugal! wtf man!!!!
woohoo new template...hAha got bored of e last one plus another million pple were using e same one...aniwaes i was watchin lotr e other dae and legolas was incredibly hot...sadly i couldn't find a nice legolas template so i settled for dis sexay orlando bloom template...hAha...nice??
hMm i wanna update on e euro 2004 results...but i'm a bit lazy so i'll wait until after tonite's match lah...speaking of euro 2004...i was really sad spain din make it to e quarter finals...haiz...dey had so many chances of getting a goal...dey hit all e bars...but none of e balls went in...oh man! but at least england got in...hope dey win...haha...
ooh...i'm going out tmrw...yay! finally after being cooped up for some unbearable days...hAha...and i got sch tmrw too...hAiz but nvm...
sch's opening nxt wk and i shudder when i tink of e approaching exams! hahaha...i'm worrying but i'm not doin anything else...lyke STUDYIN!!! haha i shall start tonite! i dun care...i hafta get at least a bit of studying done...which will prob not ensure a promotion to j2...but dere's still e promos! hopefully...oh well..
actually...orlando bloom doesn't look too cute in dis template...shall hunt for another one when i'm free...for now i will make do wif drooling over his bod every time i check my blog...hAha!
k aniwaes...i tink i shall actually start studyin now before i start typin abt something else and get carried away! bubbYe!
23:45
Saturday, June 19, 2004
i'm in those 'what if' moods...u noe where u question wat's gonna happen in e future...well dis time, i found myself questioning if i was ever gonna haf a future...whether i was gonna see tmrw. i was thinking of death...when i was gonna die...whether pple who are gonna die will noe dey are gonna die soon...hAiz morbid i noe...but hEy u never noe when u gonna die...u nv noe how long ur gonna live...hAhaha...
hAiz aniwaes...went to sch today to haf pw meeting...actually not much of a meeting man...we juz slack at e com lab in e library...hAha wait for deLon...den wait for him to print out e surveys...dEn went to and did a lot of e memegens...hAHAhaaa...damn funny man! we were laughing like hyenas lah....hAha too funny! cannot tahan man...i was soooo sleepy(cos i stayed up to watch e soccer matches) and laughing lyke a mad woman....
hAha aniwaes update on EURO 2004:
DENMARK VS ITALY
0 - 0
SWEDEN VS BULGARIA
5 - 0
GERMANY VS NETHERLANDS
1 - 1
CZECH REPUBLIC VS LATVIA
2 - 1
GREECE VS SPAIN
1 - 1
RUSSIA VS PORTUGAL
0 - 2
ENGLAND VS SWITZERLAND
3 - 0
FRANCE VS CROATIA
2 - 2
BULGARIA VS DENMARK
0 - 2
ITALY VS SWEDEN
1 - 1
Hmm i was quite disappointed in e spain VS greece match...i wanted spain to win...dUh...hAha...but nvm i tink dey'll qualify for e quarter finals aniwaes...haHA...tonite GERMANY VS LATVIA...hMm shall watch dat one.....
watchin father of e bride part 2 now...it's funny man...hAha...i shall go concentrate on it now...bUBbYe.
19:29
Thursday, June 17, 2004
20:36
Monday, June 14, 2004
ahhh i am so pissed off...dis is e 3rd time i'm trying to post an entry...my comp always hang a few minutes b4 i finish it...shit man...
aniwaes...i actually haven posted anything for almost a week...oooh how unlike me man...hAha...i s'pose it's cos nothing interesting has been happening lately save for EURO 2004...hAha...
so far dere's been 4 matches...
PORTUGAL VS GREECE
1 - 2
SPAIN VS RUSSIA
1 - 0
SWITZERLAND VS CROATIA
0 - 0
FRANCE VS ENGLAND
2 - 1
juz so u noe...i'm supporting ESPANYOL! wooHOoo!!!! hAha...e FRANCE VS ENGLAND match was damn surprising man...i seriously thot England was gonna win...den 'botak barthez' (as dear danial calls him) blocked beckham's penalty kick...i tink he was juz lucky lah...hAha stupid barthez...den zidane scored a penalty kick...and actually scored another goal in injury time! omg! haha...england was on e verge of winning den dey lost in a matter of minutes...wat a turn of events man! haha...
i'm watchin extreme makeover now...interesting how pple would go to such lengths to look better...a bit obsessed over their looks...shEEsh...but den again some pple mite say it's human nature?? watever man...hAha...
yay 16 june got match...btw SPAIN and GREECE...i believe spain shall win! wOOt...
ooh dat dae dee slept over at my houz...while i was watchin e PORTUGAL VS GREECE match...she was toking to her bf...aiyoh...dey talked for so long...hAha...waaayy past dear danial's bedtime...hAhahahaha....soorrrryyy....hahahahaha....
b4 dat we did cip at skcl...hAiz soooooo boring man! we helped out in dis storytelling session...me, anusha and dee...problem was we din noe it was in malay so anusha din understand a single word! haahhahaha.....helped out wif craft and all dat...haha i rem dis boy called harris...so cute and outspoken! hhahhahaa...
den we went to my houz and i made spaghetti for dem...apparently it was not bad (anusha said one)...hAha watever lah...as long as i find it yuMMy...hAha...i still haven made my cheesecake man....i'm missing some of my ingredients...hAha but got no money to buy man! hAha...
oh well...shall go surf frenster now...bubbYe.
23:01
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
You are going to marry Eminem. Hes rough and tough and very persuasive. If you dont watch out, he will push you around and may even be a bit violent. But he has unconditional love for you.
ahAkz...woooohooooooo!!!!!! I LURVE EMINEM!
18:35
You're a lollipop!! You're known for your coolness, for you are a trend setter. You're a natural leader, and are good under pressure. People often seek you out for advice, for you have great insight.
lollipops!!!! yuMMMMMMMMy! hahahha....
18:26
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
hMm...i suddenly feel lyke baking...esp after watchin cooking shows for e past few days...jamie oliver's, yan's, etc...jamie oliver makes cooking look soooo easy...hAha love him man...
so i've decided i'm gonna make cheesecake...OREo cheesecake to be exact...den brownies and muffins. if those go well, i'll make dis chocolate sponge cake which has choc sauce on it too...since i'm baking stuff...i prob won't be able to resist making cookies too...hAha...dat's one ting i noe how to make...hahahha...i hope e baking goes well...den i can start learning to cook food...woohoo...hAha...
utt is soooooo hot! watchin incredible tales at e moment...utt is soooo yuMMy...hAhahaha....i lurve utt. woohoo. haha.
22:07
Monday, June 07, 2004
went to changi airport yest wif anu to study...haha...u can imagine how MUCH we got done...or at least me...aniwaes we went to go eat at popeye's chicken first...i love e fries at dat place and dey haf dis biscuit ting which tastes lyke scones...haha...i so wanna go dere again next time i go airport...hAha...
aniwaes we went to the staff canteen to study...it's so funny...there are signs all over saying studying is not allowed dere...but dere are so many pple studying! hahaha...aniwaes when we stepped in dis 3 guys happened to be rite in front of me and i looked at dis one wif black rimmed glasses and found him super familiar..but i juz couldn't place his face...hAha...den i finally realised he looked lyke edris...so maybe it was him...hahahha...and i saw dis other fella whom i've seen ard...i tink he's in mJ or something...
oh ya...saw e mJ soccer captain too i tink...hahah...or at least someone who really looks lyke him...hAha...
aniwaes din get dat much studying done...i brought my pick n mix...and we decapitated gummy bears instead of studying econs....hAhahahhaha....but it was fun...den we went starbucks...too bad dat guy wasn't dere...hAha...i will never ever buy another double choc brownie...it is wayyyy to chocolateyyyy....hAhaha...but of course i bought my caramel frap again...wif whipped cream...yummmmmmy....hahahhaha...
i watched a d12/eminem special yest...soooo coOl...dey toked abt all sorts of thing...their history everything...it was esp sad wen i saw dat part on (RIP) MC BUGZ involved in a shootout...dey really went thru a lot of hardship...
hmmm...waiting for my aunty to pick me up...i'm s'posed to be staying over at her houz while my family's overseas...my father apparently dun trust me to stay by myself...but i seriously see no point in it lah...i've been on my own e whole day...and i'm juz goin dere to sleep. den i'm going out again. sheEsh. mite as well juz stay at home lah....hAha...will save me trouble...cos i'm going airport to study tmrw...haha...
aniwaes...today was the S'PORE IDOL auditions...hahaha...me and anusha went dere to see nurul...but in e end we din cos she was in e audition room...i still can't believe she joined it! haha...hope she made it! oh yah saw sooo many mJ pple...bumped into marcus and he told me 2 mJ pple qualified so far...yan leng and shazlin...cOoL...haha...mJ pple damn talented man! liza shld haf joined...i tink she would haf easily won! haha...
we went to makan at pizza hut...spent so much...but e pizza was yummy...den went mini toons to buy pick n mix! i lurveee e sour tapes and e strawberry rings! hahhaha...
hmmm...den went home and spent e rez of e dae ALONE...so boring man...i'm trying to convince to sms my mom to lemme stay in my houz and not go to aunty's houz...so troublesome lah...haha...aniwaes i shall see wat's good on tV!
23:11
Friday, June 04, 2004
i went to watch haRRy poTTer yest!!!! haha dat makes 2 movies in dis week...sheEsh...i'm so broke and yet i went bowling today...i was supposed to play onli one game...but in e end played 4...and now i owe shushu $11.50(inclusive of 4 bucks i owed her from b4...hAha...)!!! hahahha...i shall pay her in instalments cos i'm soooo poooor...hAhah...
aniwaes HARRY POTTER...it was great! except dey cut out a looooot of e book...i'm kinda disappointed...cos of dat and also cos sirius black and lupin sounded so hot in e book...but dey look sooo....NOT HOT in e movie! hahahaha...aniwaes...draco malfoy is so hot...except he's such a shit. hahahaha...harry still looks e same...hermione damn chio sia! ron is....ron lah....neville looks damn diff man! he lost weight...no more cute round face...all of dem look so grown up lor...and dey're wat? 14? 15? haha...2 yrs younger den me i tink! shEEsh...dey're millionaires prob...and i'm lyke...hahhahahahhaa....
okies i wanna watch another two movies...
ELLA ENCHANTED and SPIDER-MAN 2
haha....i saw e trailer for ella enchanted when watchin HP...and i tink it's pretty nice...it has e chio anne hathaway...e girl from Princess Diaries...so prettttyyyy man! spider-man 2 muz watch lah....tobey macguire is soo....*drools* ahhahahhahahahhahaha.....
i shall haf to start saving money. MUZ. MUZ. MUZ. hahahha....
juz came home a while ago...went to watch SHREK 2 wif fariza juz now!!!! i lurve it!!!!! hahaha especially puss in bootS!!!! soooo cute! hahahhaha...i'm a bit demented at e moment....i lurve e movie!!!! ahhHHhhhh!!!!
haha aniwae e movie rocked! and now i haf no money to watch harry potter tmrw! ooh on e way home i saw ra's kering yandao...hAhaahaahhahahahha....aniwaes saw oscar at lido and i really tink he shld get a haircut! wow...it's lyke an untamed mane or something! hahaha no offense tho.....hehehhee...and he was wearing his usual boring clothes...t shirt and board shorts...BORINGnye...and he din even come over to say hi to us...he juz waved a bit and disappeared...shEesh...so attitude sia! hahhahhahaa....irritating lah...
watchin ms universe now...not really concentrating...but ms usa looks so old...sheesh...ms puerto rico is ugly...ms jamaica quite ok...oooh she does pistol shooting...hAha...ms paraguay is prettttyyy!! haha...eeeh ecuador is ugly...i tink she's in top 10 cos ms universe is being held in ecuador...ms india not dat pretty compared to some other ms indias...hahhahaa....
oh weLL...i got school tmrw! AGAIN! hAiz...irritating sia...aniwaes shall go watch ms universe...or better yet...sleeP! niTez.
23:03
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
LIFE SUCKS. today i had school again...but dat's not y i tink life's a bitch. i had a fight wif my dad twice in e span of 12 hours...and i seriously felt lyke juz dropping everythin and running. of course my mood was totally affected and i juz couldn't concentrate in school...juling darling noticed and asked me wat's wrong...but i hate toking about fights i haf wif my dad. cos i noe i'll juz end up getting really pissed off AGAIN and....
but hey...i've pretty much calmed down now...at least i tink i haf...haiz...was gonna watch shrek 2 today wif fariza...but due to circumstances, i was forced to stay home and give my dad a murderous glare every time i saw him which was not often cos i was pretty much locking myself in my room most of e time.
i really felt myself HATING a lot juz now. problem is...i tink i was hating myself too. hating everything. hating life. i found a reason to hate everything. truly hating.
HATE and ANGER.
it really sucks being e eldest. it really does.
19:09
the girl.
Sufi
Family is my heart
Friends are my oxygen
Having fun is my passion
Music is my soul
