Thursday, April 29, 2004
ahhh...juz finished my malay essay, continuation of my lit essay, my other lit hw, etc.....i'm feeling so dead...haha...today was a pretty funny dae...we played dog n bone during pe and we somehow merged it wif rugby and soccer...haha...it was more fun den it sounds...aniwaes...i hit my head against a clazmate and omg...wat an impact...haha...it was damn painful...apparently, in other classes, one girl broke her arm, another fell down...sheesh...i din noe it was daaaat violent...hAha...
oH man...i'm swimming in hw...and i haf two lit presentations to complete...and tmrw we all haf to stay back for a screening of the matrix cos we're supposed to be doin a presentation on dat...and linking it to utopia...sheesh...it's at 5!!! and i finish sch at 5....imagine dat...i hafta stay back in sch for lyke another 2 hours juz to watch a movie which i alreadi haf at home???? hAiz...life is so unfair...
oooh watching the trailer for van helsing...looks pretty cool...veri dark and intense...hAha...but i s'pose none of my frens will want to watch it...haha...
ahh my eyes are lyke half closed...my frens tink typing wif my eyes half closed is a talent...hAha...i s'pose it is wen ur typing nonsense...haha...ahhhh...american idol...i wonder who gets kicked out todae...i'm tinking john stevens cos he dun haf dat much talent...even tho he's so cute...haha...america betta choose properly dis time...
alrighty signing off now...bubbYe...
21:39
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
oh by e by...my fren who forgot to bring her hp...for e record...she's not crazy...haha...happy now??
21:50
THE REASON--HOOBASTANK
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish I could take it all away
And me the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
ok...so my fren forgot to bring her hp...loLz....no wonder she din reply all day long....hmmm...dere's american idol tonite...yay...love it...hope tonite diana degarmo get kicked out...laz wk's ami was whack...imagine...latoya, fantasia and jennifer were in e BOTTOM 3! k fine...i wanted jennifer in e bottom 3 but latoya and fantasia???? was dere a blackout in america or sumthin?? tsk tsk tsk...
oooh dat reminds me of sumthin funny...*Mary told me dat another *Jack thot she was giggling wen she typed tsk tsk tsk wen dey were chatting...loLz...i was pretty amused by it...hAha...imagine him thinking dat tsk tsk tsk was giggling for e so many yrs of his life...hahahahhaa.....
(*-names haf been changed to protect their identities...loLzzz)
today has been pretty boring...my fren, D, gave up a day of going out wif me to go out wif her bf...hAiz...wat a betrayer...choosing her guy over her bez fren for soooo many years...hAha...
hMm...for once we din haf any hw...how surprising...shocking in fact! haha...but it is welcomed...i'm way too sleepy to do anything today...haha...
oooooh i juz read dis book called Angus, thongs and Full-Frontal Snogging...it's a reallllllyyyy funnnyyyyy book....hahahhaa.....i'm planning to borrow e 2nd instalment of e series....On the Bright Side, I'm now the Girlfriend of a SEX GOD...lOLz....it's a bit lyke Bridget Jones' Diary......juz as funny too...haha.....witty stuff in it man....haha...
argh hear my mom calling me again...i nv have a moment of peace...betta go...bubbYe...
21:38
ahhh...another day has come and gone...e school part at least...phew...i decided to skip cca today cos i'm juz too lazy...supposed to go out but my fren nv called me back...crazy girl...her having a hp is useless...mite as well not have a hp at all...haha...
hMm sat i'm going out wif my former claz...yayness...i miss dem so much...haha...i'm still wondering when i'm gonna go out wif my new claz...lols we were supposed to go watch 50 1st dates but it seems dey've 4gotten...hahhaha...lurve both classes...
hmm...i tink i stink...betta go bathe now...tata...
16:03
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
THE RASMUS- IN THE SHADOWS
No sleep
No sleep untill I am done with finding the answer
Wont stop
Wont stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel like going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
In the shadows
They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I'd rather kill myself then turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life
Lately
I been
walking
walking in circles,
watching waiting
for something
Feel me
touch me
heal me,
come take me higher
I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life
I been watching
I been waiting
I been searching
I been living for tomorrows
In the shadows
In the shadows
I been waiting
dis is a pretty cool song lah...decided to put it down here...haha...aniwaes my last entry was sat? haha...been busy doing my lit essay which i've actually finished...and everyone was lyke rushing to finish it yesterdae cos e deadline was today at 12pm...but our crazy teacher decided to extend the deadline to friday...haha...omg we were all lyke........speechless...haha....
hMmm...argh....we haf another econs test tmrw...we're lyke having econs tests almost every week...e teachers are sick...haha...dey muz enjoy torturing us but den i s'pose they suffer e same amt. in a diff way...haha marking our papers dat is...haha....
oooh i wanna buy the new d12 cd...d12 world...i lyke dat song...MY BAND...veri funny...e music vid esp! hahahahaha....hmm...watchin smallville now...and in dis eventful episode lana gets controlled by some guy...ooooohhh....haha...
so i suppose i'll concentrate on smallville now...bubbYe....
22:15
Saturday, April 24, 2004
ahhhh...my head is spinning...thanx to my stupid lil brother...he's shouting away in my room! and i can't kick him out cos he refuses to get out...and i can't carry him out cos he's too heavy! arGh....he's so totally pissing me off...and i can't do my hw at all...crap crap crap!
i tink e sole purpose in his life is to bug the hell out of me.....isn't it always dat way wif younger brothers...argh...so irritating...they're lyke flies...buzzing around...why can't they haf dat short lifespan too???? argh...haha....u noe younger siblings are so cute wen dey're lyke babies...den wen dey're lyke toddlers...dey're still so cute...haha...but when dey reach 8 or 9...omg...u wish they were nv born...haha...but den again dis is from e pov of an older sister....wonder how he feels...haha...he prob feels lyke beating the crap outta me too! haha...
finally!!!!!!!!!! he's outta my room.......and outta e houz too...yay finally haf some moments of peace to myself...so rare...haha....i've actually halfway thru my lit essay...wow i did work...i'm so proud of myself...haha...argh...betta go continue it now...tata....
23:31
ahh my first entry...how wonderful...haha...well, school has been rather stressful...and yet i'm still slacking away...not sure why but i suppose it has been wired into my system...lols...
imagine having to go to school on a saturday in the morning...the cruelty of education...instead of sleeping until noon, i had to go to school for project work...how uninteresting and.........productive...haha...i'm still wondering who is gonna read this but never mind as long as i haf a place to pen down my thots...
i find the cca i've joined is totally disorganized...imagine having to think up of a performance 24 hours before the actual auditions...sheesh...the teacher couldn't take lyke 2 seconds to inform us of this possibly 3 weeks earlier instead of 3 days earlier...totally dumb...aniwaes in the end, we backed out of the auditions...as if we want to bring the shame to our school...wif some skit about bubblegum...haha...
oh great...i hafta finish a lit. essay on utopia...how interesting...sheesh...after lyke 15 minutes, i've come up with one word of my essay...
Utopia,.....................................
and i'm totally stuck there...haha...at least i haf another 2 days to complete dis...but i dunno how i will wif all the other hw i haf...*sigh* the life of a singaporean student...spend more than half of it studying and the rest.....complaining about it...haha...wat a life............lolZ...wishing i could go back to nursery.....haha.....play time...eating time...nap time...those were actual classes...wow....haha...
oh man...better go do my essay den...lyke i haf any other choice...hehe....peace out.
20:57
